A/N: I got the poem off of another member's profile and posted it to mine. A few months ago, I was having a chat with the Member (You know who you are, and if you're reading this I'm Sorry for that bad review I left and the whole misunderstanding. :'() all about FF and other things. And I brought this up and that's how this thing started! I also changed some verses to fit Medieval Times.

I'm sorry if this is 'Doom & Gloom' but I just wanted to get this one last tragedy up before I start doing the 'Happy Endings' :^). I AM FLEXABLE! Review please!

Disclaimer: Nope-y Dope!

Dear Jane,

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That I cannot lift a sword
to protect you if necessary

I'm sorry
that I opened your chamber door for you
and let you go in first

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
and not a Maggot

I'm sorry
I do not have a lot of money
to buy you the things you desire

I'm sorry
I like to spend my time writing ballads for you
and not clashing wooden swords in a fight

I'm sorry
I would rather be in love with you
than be back with my parents.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to court

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad
but only when you went away with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to listen to your problems,
but not good enough for you to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat,

Only to be thrown to the side when another person comes

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my chamber door, to listen to you cry for hours,

Instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize…

I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this, and know somebody like this,
but don't care

But most of all…

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do,

Is not good enough to make it in your world

I'm sorry
I caught your Courter with another girl and told you about it,

I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Christmas when your Courter was threatening you

Instead of spending time with my friends

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

But the truth is Jane,

You could have done something different

YOU,

Could have made ME

Feel loved and wanted

YOU,

Could have made ME

Feel noticed and appreciated

YOU,

Could have turned around

And said do YOU have any problems?

YOU,

Could have opened your eyes and seen the Boy in Blue

Who actually LOVED you for you

But you did not,

And you will never learn

What it feels like right now

What it feels like right now,

To write this agonizing letter

To a so-thought friend

What it feels like right now,

To be broken and shattered instead of

Whole and alive

What it feels like right now,

In general

And it pains me, Dear Jane;

But this is Good-bye.

Good-bye,

To everything we had

Good-bye,

To our 'Friendship'

Good-bye,

To you

Good-bye,

To my broken soul

Because I will forgive you, eventually

But I will never really forget your crimes.

~ Jester

….

Jane looked up from the letter with tears in her eyes. What did I do? She thought. The knight reread the last line astonished… Because I will forgive you, eventually…But I will never really forget your crimes.

The red head collapsed onto the ground sobbing fiercely. "I am so sorry Jester. So very, very sorry."