DISCLAIMER: I don't own Harry Potter... I only own my brain where this came from last night in bed as I was falling asleep.

Good Girl

By: Harry Potter's Luvr

I've always been a good girl.

I've never gotten in trouble.

Never lost points.

Never gotten a detention.

I'm a prefect.

Never stayed up past curfew.

Never stayed up all night gossiping.

Never plotted revenge.

Never had a late assignment.

Never been tardy.

Never gotten less than a perfect score.

Never had a joy ride in a flying car.

Never flew.

Never had a fight with my parents.

Never spoken back to any one.

Almost every teacher loves me.

Never seriously kissed a boy.

I'm a good girl and I always have been.

And I always will be.

I've had adventures... yes, many of them, actually. With Harry and Ron, of course... They're the best friends a girl could want but... sometimes I just wish I had a girl friend or two... You know... to discuss girl stuff... I can tell Harry and Ron anything... But if I told them I don't want to be me, I don't know how they'd react. So, for now I'm keeping this to myself.

Everyone says its annoying... me being perfect and all.

Don't get me wrong... I don't mind the perfect grades, being a prefect, teachers loving me... But I do mind no one but Harry and Ron liking me... and I think even they get incredibly annoyed by me sometimes... at least Harry doesn't make it known if he does get annoyed by me.

Perfect.

When people describe me that's the word they use.

I hate that word.

I have my faults, too! Bushy hair, big teeth... well until that incident in fourth year... Any way... No boys like me, the only girl who is my friend I only hang out with during the summer, I'm neither pretty nor popular, the only way for me to escape everything around me is through books, and... well, the list goes on and on.

I know I shouldn't complain, its just... No one understands.

Everyone has such high expectations of me... If I do anything, and I mean anything, wrong... Everyone just seems to think it's a miracle or something. I need to be perfect... flawless. It's... It's... Like a need... a desire... my right to live seems to be through being perfect...

And I hate it.

I've tried to break the rules, you know, seriously break the rules, but... In the end... I just... can't. I've tried to take a weekend and just relax, without studying or homework, but in the end I guess I, well, guilt trip myself out of it. Telling myself that if I don't do this particular assignment or study for that exam that I graduate, even though deep, deep down I know I will...

I can't stop it... It's inevitable.

I'm a good girl, and I always will be.

A/N Did you like it? I hope this one works out... I actually like it... so I don't know what ya'll think about it... Please Review? No Flames please... I've always been described as overly sensitive... even for a girl... Oh well... RR!!Please??