"I don't wanna wake up alone anymore, still believing you'll walk through my door. All I need to is it it's for sure then, I'll give all the love in the world." Sam said and then sighed looking at herself in the mirror. It would take a lot more to convince him of what she was feeling and she was pretty sure considering it'd taken until now for her to work it all out.
"Have you ever heard of anyone wanting something and they didn't know it and then one day a light comes on and they just know it?" She said plastering a questioning face on.
"No, Neither have I as that was SO lame!" She sank to sit in her chair.
"It's just as well that I've locked the god damn door otherwise I'd have people in here asking me if I was alright or if I needed escorting to the infirmary. And that'd be just peachy!" She said and then burst out laughing as she realised she had started taking on the O'Neillism's as Teal'c had taken to calling them.
"Ya know, I've often wondered if love's an illusion, just to get you through the loneliest days. I can't criticise it, I've had no hesitation. My imagination just stole me away. Still I believe that I'm missing something real. I need someone who really sees me…and maybe that person is you?" She said and shook her head again. She racked her brain for words for this particular task. I mean she could put together complex equations and make sense of mostly everything that had sense to be made sense of, but she couldn't make up a couple of sentences that put across all that she felt and yet didn't make her feel like a complete and utter dork.
"Have you ever felt that there was a match somewhere for everyone. Well I think mine might be you." She sighed and lowered her head to her desk.
"If I'm saying this I better be god damn sure!" There was a knock on the door. She ignored it hoping they would go away. But if it was Daniel he never went away if he knew you were in there and not talking to him. There was another knock that she ignored. She forced her mind to concentrate on the matter in hand. There was yet another knock more insistent this time and she sighed.
"For cryin out loud, just go away, okay?" She said and then hoped they'd heard. She waited another couple of minutes and as there was no more knocking she started thinking about what exactly she was gonna say.
"I don't wanna wake up alone anymore, still believing you'll walk through my door. All I need to is it it's for sure then, I'll give all the love in the world." She murmured and then sat bolt upright.
"That's not bad. It gets the point over but in a way that I can say I was…singing. And that they were lyrics to some song I can't remember the title of. Yeah, that might just work. And if for a change he's in a receptive mood, it'll get him thinking. Hopefully!" She smiled and turned to the door as someone knocked again.