How can it be?
How can it be that I, a person who is supposed to have no fears, has one fear? Not just any fear, but a big fear, a fear that can change things forever. A fear of emotion and despair, a fear of worry ness and rejection, and all towards one person. One person of this earth, well sort of. Someone who is stronger than me, I am actually afraid of. What kind of leader is that? But I am not afraid of her strength, or her coming from. I don't even think it is her I am afraid of. I think it's my heart. My heart is afraid of something but I can't put my finger on it. Like an open whole just ready to be filled with something; but what? What is it that I have longed for since the start of the titans? The thing is; it has to be from this person. I always want this person to be near me to protect. To talk to everyday and also, to be a friend to me, but I just don't know why. Why? I'm just her best friend, right? I mean, can I feel something towards her that is more than a friend? Is it a bad thing thought? I feel that what I feel towards her is a good thing; like it is something that is meant to happen. I just don't know what! Wait, I think I know what it is. The butterflies come when I'm around her. When she hugs me, I feel like she was the only one meant to. I blush at the word girlfriend. I can't believe I missed it before. I thought I always got all the clues right, but not this one. This mystery was different. This mystery wasn't about a crime of a villain, it was about…love. Love, that's the emotion I have been feeling towards her. That's what I want to fill my heart, my life, me. From only her and no one else. I love her. I love Starfire.
I know this one is really short but it was a last minute deal. I will have way longer one shots comming up soon. R&R if you want. Thanx for reading.