Well, Im slowly getting back into writing, this is just a quick one shot before I get my but up and work on Inuyasha's Memories. The song is Heavens not Enough, the insert song for I think episode 25 of wolfs rain.
Heavens not Enough
Kagome sighed, as she looked up at the sky from her perch in the high tree in the Feudal Era. She looked up at the sky, wondering about the world.
Heaven's not enough
If when you get there.
Just another blue
And heaven's not enough
You think you've found it
And it loses you
Just yesterday Inuyasha seemed to be so close to her. He seemed to be more caring and nice but.....It was all an act. Kagome brought her knees to her chest and rested her chin on her knees. Kagome had thought she had died and gone to heaven yesterday when Inuyasha smiled at her.
But that night he ran off into the forest to go to Kikyo.
Kagome cried into her knees, her cries soon turning into sobbing.
You've thought of all there is
But not enough
And it loses you in a cloud
"There" most everything is nothin'
That it seems
"Where" you see the things you only wanna see
Kagome had thought of everything to try and either forget about Inuyasha or try and get him to see her as Kagome, not Kikyo or "shard detector". Maybe there was more to his smiles and small gestures than what she wanted to see.
I'd fly away
To a higher plane
To say words I resist
To float away
To sigh
To breath.... forget
Kagome wiped her eyes and slowly made her way down the tree and over to her friends. She put on a fake smile and started the ramen. She was with her friends in a place she could forget about herself and what her past and present were.
"Kagome, are you ok?" Sango asked her friend concerned for her well-being. Kagome smiled and nodded yes.
And heaven's not enough
If when I'm there I don't remember you
And heaven does enough
You think you know it
And it uses you
Kagome got up with her Ramen, leaving the fire and walking towards the forest. She heard a rustling and turned toward the sound. Inuyasha stood there in a tight embrace with Kikyo. Kagome sighed softly and realizes what happened. Inuyasha wanted to see what it was like to be nice to his little Shard Detector. That was of course all she was to him.
I saw so many things
But like a dream
Always losing me in a cloud
Kagomes bowl fell to the ground with a clatter alerting the couple. Inuyasha looked shocked at the blank look on Kagomes face. Kagome sighed and walked over to Inuyasha, taking the beads off his neck and deactivating them, putting them around her own neck. Inuyasha stuttered out something but Kagome didn't hear it.
"Im going to pretend I haven't met you Inuyasha, I'll help out with the shards.....But that's it." Kagome calmly turned and started walking away.
Cause I couldn't cry
Cause I turned away
Couldn't see the score
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday really far behind
Kagome chanted in her mind, 'Don't cry' with a pain in her heart. She had left her home to help someone who didn't want her. She left her yesterday and future for the past. It made no sense to her.
While she walked, Inuyasha gaped. Kikyo snickered and grinned evilly. Inuyasha slapped her hard,
"Look what you've done"
In another life
In another dream
By a different name
Gave it all away
For a memory
And a quiet lie
And I felt the face
Of a cold tonight
Kagome finished the jewel and defeated Naraku with the help of her friends and returned to her time. She was older now but she had to change her name her identity, everything! She didn't want to be Kagome the shard detector any longer. She changed her name to Kinna and moved into her own house.
She would keep her memories but she would never share them while she lived her quiet lie.
Still don't know the score
But I know the pain
Of leaving everything really far behind
And if I could cry
And if I could live what truth I did then take me there
Kagome never knew what happened after she left in the forest but she felt the unbearable pain in her heart of leaving him behind. She still refused to cry and continue to live her quiet lie.
Kagome grimaced as she softly said looking at the sky as she had years earlier,
"Heaven, goodbye....."
END
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