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Ami:
Ami Mizuno sat at the senshi meeting. It was always the same. Her princess and Rei would fight, Makoto and Minako would discuss the latest hunk or celebrity and she would sit and do her work. She allowed her mind to wonder for a bit and then instantly regretted it. Usagi…how long had it been now? Almost a month. I love my princess yes but…Usagi was my first friend. When everyone turned a blind eye it was she who melted the ice around me and welcomed me into her heart.
Ami snapped out of her thoughts when she heard her name being called. Minako was looking at her, worried. "Is everything alright Ami-chan?"
"Yes, I'm alright…just thinking."
Minako:
Minako smiled but didn't press her for she knew what Ami was thinking about or rather, who. Usagi…I only knew her for a day or two and still I felt my world had shined with love and light. She never pressed me into anything, despite the fact that she didn't really have a chance. I remember one conversation with her…
Flashback
"SO, Mina-chan-"
"Mina-chan?"
"Well, yes. You're my friend now and I personally think that you have to be one of the coolest," said Usagi looking at her with a strange small smile on her face.
"Err...thanks?"
"No problem!" she said missing Minako's insecurity completely. "I think we will have a lot of great times together Mina-chan"
End Flashback
Great times, huh? Minako looked at her princess. She's a great actor but that's all she is. She's kind and has a loving heart but she's not Usa-chan. She can never be Usagi. I feel awful but I can't help but wish that Usa-chan was here instead of the princess.
Makoto:
Makoto stopped talking when she saw Minako looking at the princes with a wistful look on her face. She then looked at Ami and saw that she too had the same look. Surely they do not prefer USAGI to our princess? Traitors. But you are too, said a little voice inside of her. You know that Usagi welcomed you when everyone else was scared. You too felt your world light up when she smiled at you. You loved her like you would a sister. You do not love your princess. I do! You do not, said the little voice taunting her.
Makoto stood up and left saying, "I'm going outside for a little while."
Rei:
Rei watch her friend stomp out of the room. "I'll got check on her," she said standing up and letting her princess fall on her knees. "Hey! That hurt Rei-chan," then she began to wail. Rei ignored her and went outside. She saw Makoto sitting on the steps that led to the courtyard. She looked angry at something muttering to herself, oblivious to Rei. Rei crept closer to hear what she was saying She heard, "no I love my princess…Usagi…no I don't love her more…shut up…leave me alone."
Rei felt a rush of sadness and empathy. She went and sat down next to Makoto. Makoto was startled and looked at her. Rei smiled and said, "I miss her too. I too, feel guilty. Usa-chan was the first person to accept me for who I am. She did not use me at all and treated me like a actual human being…not some monster." With that Makoto burst into tears. Rei hugged her and allowed one small tear to fall down her heart-shaped face. Usa-chan, wherever you are, please come back. We miss you and need you…
In limbo:
Usagi was playing chess with Mamoru. She was getting better at it but had not won a single game yet. Set-chan (an: Sailor Pluto's nickname) had given her and Mamoru anything that they could possibly want to keep them entertained while she was gone.
"Check," said Mamoru, grinning at Usagi. "Grrr don't smile like that at me Mamo-baka! I will win this time." She moved her king out of the way and took his knight while she was at it. Mamoru's expression turned neutral but Usagi had got to know him really well and she knew that he had won. "Check mate. Shall I put this on the tally?"
"No, don't bother," she grumbled, "geez Mamoru, how come you're so good?"
"That's the third time you've asked me that today and I shall reply again. Practice."
"I'm not going to talk to you anymore."
"Then who will you talk to?"
"Me, myself and I"
"Oh very mature Usagi. Are you sure you're not going mad?"
Mamoru:
Usagi stuck her tongue out at him and turned away. Mamoru chuckled and took the time to observe her. She was still the little Odango-Atama that he knew but ever since they died, she had changed. She was a little more serious and she moved more gracefully. She didn't fall down as much either. He had discovered things about her that he would never have guessed otherwise (aka when they were still alive). She was actually very smart but her parents had not given her a lot of attention when her brother came into the world so she began to fall over, cry and fail just to get attention. Then it had become a second nature to her and she began to do it anyway.
What was most surprising was that Usagi's favourite subjects were chemistry, maths, ancient history and English. She could have aced these subjects had it not been for the neglect that her parents had given her. It still amazed him that she had become this wonderful person even though her family life was not perfect. As he gazed at her he noticed her shoulders slump. "What's wrong Usa-chan?"
Usagi:
Usagi turned around and smiled when she heard Mamoru chuckle. It was nice that she could make him laugh like that. She had never seen him laugh like that when he was talking to Motoki. She felt a sense of pride that only she could do that.
Mamoru was actually a really nice, decent guy when you got past his cold side. She had discovered a lot of things about him that she knew she wouldn't have found out if she was still alive. His parents had died in a car crash making him an orphan. He was in the exact same hospital as her mother was when Usagi's brother was born. It turned out that they had actually met before and that Usagi had given him a rose. That rose was then given to a friend who was going away. Fiore was his name. Usagi couldn't have been happier that her gift when she was only about five years old had meant that much. Her parents…how she missed them. But now they had a princess as a daughter. They would be very happy with her. Her shoulders slumped.
"What's wrong Usa-chan?" she heard Mamoru say. Usagi turned around to face him and said, "I'm thinking about the princess and how she's with my parents now."
Mamoru:
He felt his heart break slightly at the sadness that appeared in his Usako's face. Wait, my Usako? He looked at her and held out his arms. She walked over to him and wrapped her arms around his waist, laying her head on his shoulder. Yes, my Usako. He smiled and wrapped his arms around her.
They stayed like that for who knows how long, just enjoying each other's company. Then Usagi heard a voice in her head.
"Usa-chan, wherever you are, please come back. We miss you and need you…"
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND that is the end of the first chapter. YAY! Review please and tell me if this should go on any further. You have to read Resist and Goodbye first if you want to understand this.