Disclaimer: Don't own Teen Titans
Jaded Reflections
(POV: Raven)
Did it have to be me
did I have to be the one with the darkness that just won't leave
her alone.
Each time I see my friends laughing and smiling
I wonder
what is it like to be that free
to be able to express every emotion
let out the laughter
or the tears
without fear of the consequences.
I guess I am different for a reason
I just don't know
they say I should be happy to be me
to be alive
but they never walked a mile in my shoes, they have never
seen the world through my eyes.
They can say what they like
but none of it matters
it's not like a few words are going to suddenly make my powers let me
show how I feel
He doesn't know…
my heart is in tatters
but I have to keep up the front that I am not
hurting
that there is no secret affection.
That every night I dream of myself in his arms
looking into his eyes and knowing
that he loves me for me.
I'm not even sure if he likes me!
Beast Boy, if you are reading this
I want you to know that no matter
how I may act,
I do like you… a lot
maybe, as more that just a friend.
I wish I knew that there was a way for me to show you the way
that I feel for you
but right now
these meager words are going to have to suffice
until the day
that I can gain full control of my powers
and show to you what my heart is screaming out
and tell you those three
little words that everyone wants to hear.
Well… maybe I can write them now
I… I love you
and I hope that we could one day be something more.
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