Summary: Perry wants J.D but won't make the first move, not until opportunity comes knocking
Disclaimer: I do not own Scrubs but I wish I did though because Zach, John, and Donald would make great arm candy.
Life was going well for those who worked at Sacred Heart hospital, especially for a Johnathan Dorian. Recently J.D had come out of the closet to his friends and for a couple of months now so everybody that he knew was treating him the exact same. Only this time when they tried to set him up with someone, it was now a man instead of a woman. So far, he J.D was set up with a hairdresser, a lawyer, and even a struggling actor. J.D seemed to be happier than he had been in a long time and all his friends seemed to be happy for him. Well, all except one friend and his name was Perry Cox. You see Perry is your typical average manly man. Sports, hard liquor, whatever a man is supposed to do he does. Therefore, it came as a big surprise to everyone that worked at Sacred Heart Hospital to find out that he was in fact not that manly after all. The truth is that Perry Cox was in love, and not in love with just any ole body. No, he was in love with someone he worked with, someone that went by the name Johnathan Dorian. Moreover, the irony of the whole story was is that now J.D could finally become his, he had no idea of how to get him.
Perry was tired, very tired. After working another double shift at his hell job, he had to go home to a crying baby. Since he and his on again off again ex-wife decided to definitely call it quits they had shared custody of their 2-year son Jack. And since Jordan had decided that she needed a vacation, she let Perry to take care of their son for two weeks. Add that on top of a bastard of a boss, hectic work hours, and idiot interns and you just knew that Perry was not a man that should have been messed with. When he got home, he saw that Jack was indeed sleeping already and the nanny was just about to leave when Perry decided that he needed a break. A good one, so he asked the nanny to watch Jack until he got back for triple the pay and she agreed. Happy, Perry showered, dressed and got into his Porsche to have a great night on the town. He figured that he would check out the new bar that had been built downtown and walked in to order a drink. The place looked like any other bar that he had been too, only this had a jukebox in the corner where you could listen to music. Swinging back his second scotch, he made his way over to the box when out of the corner of his eye he saw someone watching him. He turned his body completely around and realized that it was J.D, one of the doctors from the hospital. Sighing he noticed that J.D realized that it was him and he began making his way over.
"Hey Dr. Cox" J.D smiled. "What are you doing here?"
"Since when do I have to tell you about my plans there Newbie?"
"You don't, just curious I guess," he replied as his smile fade.
"Do you want something?"
"No not really, just wanted to change the music. Do you mind" J.D asked.
"No be my guest" Perry smirked as he moved out of the way allowing J.D to put in his money and change the song. While J.D was standing there, Perry's eyes wander up and down looking at J.D's attire. He had a white button up shirt and a pair of blue ash looking loose jeans.
"Not bad" Perry found himself thinking as he continued to watch J.D. J.D changed the song to "Addicted to Love" and began dancing to the music. Perry was amazed at how J.D danced when he wasn't doing the robot and found that he was very good. Not long after J.D had changed the song, a young man with blonde hair and blues eyes came over and whispered something in J.D's ear. Perry figured that it was to ask him to dance because the next thing he saw was the two of them on the dance floor.
The blonde man placed his hands on J.D's hips and J.D began to dance against the man. Perry watched in desire as J.D was grinding his lower body against this stranger and he felt himself becoming even more turned on. No matter what Perry did, he could not tear his eyes away from J.D and he did not know if he really wanted too. He felt himself getting angry and he did not know it was because J.D was dancing with someone else, or the fact that J.D was not dancing with him. He did think, however, that while the two men were dancing, Perry could have sworn that J.D looked over at him and blow a kiss in his direction but he could not be sure. Thinking the alcohol was clouding his ability to see straight he shook off the vision. He just continued to watch J.D dance but then was interrupted from watching when the bartender tapped in on the shoulder.
"Hey man, stare any harder you going to burn a hole in that girl's forehead," the man laughed.
"What" Perry said as he turned his attention back to J.D. That is when he noticed that a red head was dancing right beside J.D all by herself. She then looked over at Perry and smiled and continued dancing.
"Yeah, she is hot. Why don't you go over there and talk to her"
"Nah" Perry smirked. "Actually have my eye on someone else."
"Here"
"Maybe"
"Then why are sitting here all by yourself for."
"Because" Perry sighed. "They are way out of my league" he drank his drink and turned his attention back to J.D who was now sitting at a table with the man he was dancing with earlier. He could see them laughing and Perry found himself becoming angry again. He hated the way the man was so close to J.D's ear whispering or how J.D was laughing at everything the man said.
"He's mine dammit," Perry screamed to himself as he chugged down his third drink. Perry continued to order drinks during the night making sure that he kept his eyes off J.D. He had not noticed how much time had passed until he saw J.D standing over him smiling.
"What…do you want…Felicia" Perry said but his speech was slurred.
"I think that you may have too much to drink" J.D smirked. "So I told the bartender here that I was going to take you home."
"Sorry but I am not driving on the back of your scooter."
"That's great because I didn't drive my scooter. I rode the bus"
"You're not…driving…my car" Perry stuttered trying to stand up.
J.D leaped forward to help Perry before he fell and helped to balance him out. He then reached inside Perry's pocket and took out his keys and waved them in his face.
"Sure about that"
"Jes…sie if I were…you"
"Look" J.D. "You are drunk, I on the other hand are not. I have had nothing alcoholic to drink. I am your best bet to get home safely"
Perry thought about it and he realized that J.D was right. He was in no condition to drink home and he could risk getting into an accident. Or worse, killing someone.
"Oh what a Good Samaritan you are Delia. I bet you are the best Girl Scout in your troop"
"I find it funny that even though you are drunk, your still can be a complete bastard," J.D laughed as he helped Perry to his car. Once inside, J.D strapped Perry in the seat belt and began to make his way to Perry's place. During the ride, J.D looked over and realized that Perry had fallen asleep with his head against the window.
Thirty minutes later and a more sober Perry, J.D arrived at Perry's place and they both made their way upstairs to his room. Once inside, J.D got Perry some water and he sat him down on the sofa. The nanny came out of the Jack's room and Perry paid her the money she earned and she went home. After J.D got Perry settled, he kept glancing at his watch and sighing.
"Got a date waiting on you or something" Perry scowled at J.D
"What"
"I saw that guy you were with"
"He was hot wasn't he" J.D smirked while Perry frowned. "But no he wasn't my date. He brought me a drink I gave him a dance. Fair exchange don't you think"
"Yeah, whatever"
"But doesn't matter, he wasn't my type."
"Your type"
"Yeah, I have a type you know." J.D smiled. "Do you want to know what type I like?"
"Not really"
"Fine then, I won't tell you"
"Well Stephanie, let me give you some advice, Your getting older now so that means you can't be too picky. You better hurry up and bag you a groom while you still can." Perry snorted. "You're girlish looks won't last forever."
"I'm not being picky, I'm just waiting for the right one to make his move" J.D grinned at Perry and looked back down at his watch again.
"Do you have somewhere to be" Perry found himself asking J.D again.
"I have to make sure that I leave in time to catch the bus home, since I didn't drive my scooter" J.D sighed. "It will be a while though before the next one comes"
"Then why don't you stay here" Perry found himself saying aloud.
"Wait what, the kid can't stay here" he mind was screaming
"Why not, Perry likes him. It will be the perfect opportunity to tell J.D how he feels"
"No, it will be too much temptation and he might reject you. Tell the kid to get the hell out."
"Let him stay, he likes you."
"Seriously, I can stay here"
"Sure" Perry replied. "Dammit Perry"
"Thanks"
"Listen here Courtney, just because I'm letting you stay here doesn't mean I like you. It's just a gal like you could get into some serious trouble out there all alone in the big bad dark of night, and you don't even have your rape whistle to protect you."
"It didn't match my outfit." J.D shrugged.
"The point is Newbie, that I don't want anything hanging over my head if something bad happens to you." Perry scowled.
"Okay, I get it"
"Good, I go get you some blankets and a pillow." Perry replied as he walked to the hallway. "Oh and you better not tell anybody about this little slumber party to any of your girlfriends or I will hurt you in the worse way possible."
"Got it" J.D saluted as he sat back down.
Perry checked in Jack's room to make that he was okay and then he made his way to the hall closet. He grabbed some blankets and a pillow and made his way back to J.D. When he came back to the living room, he saw that J.D had already changed out of his clothes and was wearing nothing but boxers. He found that J.D was stretching and doing some deep breathing exercises. Perry just stood there, hypnotized by J.D standing there. He was just the way that he had envisioned him multiple times before, only with fewer clothes. Snapping out of his thoughts, he threw the covers to J.D, which caused him to stop stretching and turn around.
"Sorry about that" J.D laughed. "It's just a bedtime ritual that I do every night."
"Whatever Denise, just go to bed and try not to bother me." Perry grunted as he turned around to walk back to his room. Before he got there, however he stopped and turned his attention back to J.D who had already made him a homemade bed on the couch and had already made himself comfortable. He was amazed at how angelic J.D looked while he was sleeping, how his hair fell over his eyes and looked so soft. The look on his face as his lips curled into a smile and imagined he was dreaming about any and everything. Perry just watched J.D; so hard in fact, that he had not noticed J.D open his eyes and was staring right back him.
"Are you going to stare at me for the rest of the night or are you going to come over here." J.D smirked as he propped himself up on the sofa.
"What" Perry stuttered as he was brought out of his thoughts.
"Oh come on Perry, I can feel you watching me."
"I wasn't watching you Maria." Perry growled.
"Yes you were" J.D smiled as he got up and walked over to Perry. "Just like you were watching me on the dance floor. Didn't you see me blow you that kiss"
"That was real," Perry mumbled.
"Of course it was real," J.D, laughed. "I saw you watching me the whole time. Why do you think I was dancing like that, surely not for Fredrick?"
"I wasn't…I mean I was looking…at the red head not you." Perry stuttered as he continued to look J.D up and down.
"Just admit that you were watching me. You were watching me when I was dancing, while I was here. Hell you even watch me at the hospital; those gorgeous eyes are always on me." J.D smiled. "I can always feel you when you watch me."
"Listen here Newbie"
"You know what they say about a person's eyes right. They are link to see inside someone's soul. And you know what your soul says Perry. It saying that you want me"
"Ok-ay Abigail, are you sure you didn't have anything drink tonight because I think you are drunk"
"I assure you Perry, no alcohol touched this lips" J.D smirked. "But your lips could"
Perry started to walk backwards to get to his room but instead found himself backed into a wall. Even though his mind told him to move, his legs would not let him. He felt so weak, like J.D had put some sort of spell on him to keep him in place.
"Do you remembering who you are dealing with"
"I'm dealing with you, and I think I just might have four aces."
"J.D maybe you should lie down" Perry tried to tell him.
"I will if you lay next to me" J.D smiled. J.D continued to walk towards until he was directly in front of him. He was so close that their faces could touch. J.D could feel Perry's breath on his face and he smiled at the thought of Perry lost for words. Usually you could not shut him up and now J.D had done something that he had not been able to do in the fives that he had known the man. J.D then took his hand and placed it under Perry's shirt and began to stroke it lightly.
"J.D what the hell do you think you are doing" Perry tried to yell but it came out as more a whisper.
"Love when you use my real name, it makes me feel so…in control" J.D purred as he continued to run his hand over Perry's chest. He had always imagined what it would be like to touch him in such an intimate way, and Perry was not disappointing him at all. "I tell you, I like this feeling."
"Do you realize what you're doing?"
"Perry, when I came out to my friends I came out because I realized something. I was attracted to you, have been since the day I met you but I never thought I stood a chance. I mean with you being straight and all. But now you know what I realized."
"What"
"I realized that you like me too, and now is the perfect time for us to recognize those feelings. I mean Perry, opportunity is right in front of our face and it's knocking."
"Seriously"
"Knock" J.D replied with a kiss to Perry's cheek.
"You should"
"Knock" J.D kissed Perry's other cheek.
"Lie down"
"Knock" J.D replied this time kissing Perry directly on the lips. All of Perry's thoughts and arguments flew directly out of his mind as he solely focused on J.D's lips on his. It took the entire composer that he had not to deepen the kiss but it was very hard for him.
"Just how I imagined it," J.D grinned when he pulled away. "It was worth waiting for"
"Well you know how I hate to disappoint"
"I know you do, so what are we going to do now." J.D smiled as he began to kiss Perry's neck all over.
Perry mind was racing with all sorts of thoughts about what he should do. His mind was an inner turmoil and he didn't know what to do about it.
"Tell him to stop, lie down, and go to sleep."
"No keep going, you know you want this, it what you wanted from day one."
"He's going to reject you, hurt you."
"He won't, he couldn't if he tried. He wants this just as bad as you do, he said so."
"Tell him to stop"
"You know you don't want it to stop, keep going"
"Stop it"
"Keep going"
"Still want me to stop" J.D asked as he pulled away from Perry and looked him directly in his eyes. He could tell that Perry wanted him just as bad as he wanted Perry; all he had to do was to say the word.
Perry looked at J.D and realized exactly what he wanted. He knew his mind was telling him to stop but in his heart, he wanted J.D. He had since he met the kid five years ago and feelings like those just don't go away.
"Yes" Perry whispered.
"Oh" J.D frowned at him, completely thrown off by Perry's remark.
"Yes because we should take this somewhere private." Perry grinned causing J.D to smile again.
"I thought you might change your mind" J.D backed up and began to make his way to Perry's room.
"But we should have a proper kiss first" Perry growled as he turned J.D around at the waist and kissed him as hard as he could. J.D could feel Perry's tongue yearning for a chance to explore his mouth and he graciously accepted. He wrapped his hand around Perry's neck, not wanting to break the kiss. It was the best kiss that he had ever had in his life and he didn't want it to stop. He was so caught up in the kiss, that he didn't realize himself loudly moan.
"Quiet Newbie" Perry whispered in his ear. "I have a son in the next room."
"Well then you better find a way to keep me quiet, they say that I tend to be a screamer." J.D grinned.
"I think I could find a way."
"If you say so," J.D replied as he pulled Perry into another deep passionate kiss.
The next couple of hours were a blur for both parties. They made it to the room and soon the rest of their clothes were shed. Both were feeling things that they haven't felt in a long time and it was hard to keep all those feeling contained. After hours of mind-blowing sex, and multiple organisms, both men were left feeling complete satisfied with the events that happened between them. Now, covered in sheets and sweat, Perry and J.D was laying in the bed exhausted. Perry had his arm wrapped around J.D neck playing with his hair and J.D had his hand draped over Perry's chest and his leg wrapped around his body.
"You have great hair" Perry smiled.
"You have a great body"
"I guess we balance each other out then" Perry laughed but J.D just sighed and closed his eyes.
"J.D what's wrong."
"Nothing"
"You can tell me."
"It's just" J.D sighed again and took a deep breath. "I meant what I said earlier, I like you a lot but as much as I want this to go somewhere it can't. I am happy with whom I am, sexually but I have a feeling that you're not. I don't want to go back to hiding who I am anymore, even if that means giving up on you. So maybe it will be best if we just remember this great night and never talk about it again."
Perry watched J.D's face frown as he turned over in the bed. J.D was right, he didn't know if he was comfortable with everyone knowing about them, at least not yet anyway. Even though it would be hard to tell everybody that he and J.D were in fact together, it would be even harder to imagine his life without J.D in it. He knew what he wanted and he wasn't going to give up on it that easily.
"J.D" Perry said as he moved over closer to J.D and placed his hand on J.D's shoulder.
"Perry, please don't make this harder than it already is okay." J.D scowled as he moved Perry's hand off his shoulder.
"J.D, you were right"
"What"
"You were right, I do like you. I like you more than I should like a man, more than I have liked any woman. I can't deny that anymore, I don't think that I want too." Perry smiled.
"Really" J.D smiled turning over so that he could face Perry.
"Really. I want you in my life and I truly mean that." Perry stated as he pulled J.D into another kiss.
"I do have one thing to ask though," Perry asked as he pulled away.
"You can ask me anything"
"Where the hell did you learn to be so forward and dominating. I mean you sure don't show that side at the hospital because every walks all over you. Hell I especially walk all over you and you don't say a damn thing about it."
"That's because I like to keep personal habits at home and professional habits at work." J.D laughed. "But I must warn you, if we are near any empty supply closets or rooms I might blur the lines between the two."
"Oh believe me, I won't stop you."
"Good because I have a few more tricks up my sleeve."
"More huh."
"Yep, and if your lucky I might show them to you." J.D grinned as he turned back over.
"I sure hope you do" Perry smiled as he wrapped his arms around J.D body and pulled him as close as possible, then falling into a blissful sleep.