Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon. Well...obviously I don't own Digimon. Who'd be stupid enough to think
I did? I'm just borrowing their characters, they'll get them back. The song "Hidden Sun" belongs to the
extremely talented Barenaked Ladies. I am not worthy. Oh and I changed the shes to hes...don't sue me.
Warnings. This is a Kensuke fic...meaning Ken and Daisuke...meaning shonen-ai....meaning boys getting all lovey and squishy with other boys. If this offends you...RUN! Run far and fast and don't look back.
*waits a minute* Okay, now that those losers are gone, enjoy the fic.
My first Digimon fic and my first songfic...so it'll probably suck. Takes place after Ken's origin ep.
Hidden Sun
Suddenly things become unsound
Stumbling on the shaky ground
Give arrows to shoot tornados down
Shoot them down
To the ground
It's dark in my room. Dark and silent. All I hear is the sound of my breathing and the breathing of the
small Digimon beside me. Leafmon snuggles up to me and that's makes me feel a little better. His loyalty
and my parent's support has made everything a little better...but not completely.
It's my own fault I know. It's my hands stained with the blood of millions of innocent creatures. My fault
that I didn't realize the truth sooner. I could never fully make up for what I'd done. But, I thought as I
closed my eyes, there was hope. He was still around and he didn't hate me. He didn't hate me.
Saw a falling leaf, for good luck, jump to ground
Much to our surprise a butterfly
And it sunk in this inderation
Inderation
In our lives
"Daisuke", my voice whispered into the darkness. Even before I had realized the horrors of what I had
done, he had tried to get through to me. He had offered to help me. Why? What had he seen in me that
he thought I deserved his help? His compassion? His love?
Inside ourselves
A hidden sun
That burns and burns
But never does any harm to anyone
After I had reconciled with my parents I had gone for a walk to think about things. After assuring them
that I would return, my parents had let me go, making me promise I wouldn't go far.
I didn't have to.
Daisuke was walking down the street towards me. He saw me and waved, "Hey, Ken!"
I froze. What was I supposed to do? I couldn't face him. I turned to flee back to my house but he
grabbed my arm. I turned to look at him and caught myself staring at his eyes. So full of compassion
and innocent forgiveness. How beautiful they were. I looked down quickly. After everything I'd done
I didn't deserve to look at him. I had done horrible things to him. Tormented and humiliated him! He
should hate me! I felt a tear hit my hand and I broke down. I fell into his arms sobbing like a small child.
"Daisuke, please, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
Shivering madly in the dark
Like an animal abandoned at the carpark
And he held me and then he showed me the beauty of
The human heart
He held me close and rocked me back and forth, "Don't worry Ken, you're a digidestined now. You're
one of us. I'm not just going to let you suffer all alone. I care about you Ken...I love you." He choked
a little and let go of me, "I'm sorry...I...Ken...oh God, I shouldn't have said that."
I don't know why I did what I did next. Maybe it was my own overtaxed emotions or maybe it was the
look of embarrassment and fear of Daisuke's face. I had to erase that look. I never wanted him to feel
that way because of me. I pulled him to me and kissed him. It started off as a soft gentle kiss but
escalated as our desperation kicked in. When we finally released each other I looked in his eyes and was
touched to see the love and happiness in them. "Ai shiteru Daisuke." His face brightened even more as
I pulled him into an embrace. I held him, marveling that I had done that. That I had caused him to be
happy. I buried my face in his hair and whispered, "Thank you, Daisuke...I love you."
Inside ourselves
A hidden sun
That burns and burns
But never does any harm to anyone
The End
Okay. That was sappy. Please don't flame me too badly, I burn easily.
I did? I'm just borrowing their characters, they'll get them back. The song "Hidden Sun" belongs to the
extremely talented Barenaked Ladies. I am not worthy. Oh and I changed the shes to hes...don't sue me.
Warnings. This is a Kensuke fic...meaning Ken and Daisuke...meaning shonen-ai....meaning boys getting all lovey and squishy with other boys. If this offends you...RUN! Run far and fast and don't look back.
*waits a minute* Okay, now that those losers are gone, enjoy the fic.
My first Digimon fic and my first songfic...so it'll probably suck. Takes place after Ken's origin ep.
Hidden Sun
Suddenly things become unsound
Stumbling on the shaky ground
Give arrows to shoot tornados down
Shoot them down
To the ground
It's dark in my room. Dark and silent. All I hear is the sound of my breathing and the breathing of the
small Digimon beside me. Leafmon snuggles up to me and that's makes me feel a little better. His loyalty
and my parent's support has made everything a little better...but not completely.
It's my own fault I know. It's my hands stained with the blood of millions of innocent creatures. My fault
that I didn't realize the truth sooner. I could never fully make up for what I'd done. But, I thought as I
closed my eyes, there was hope. He was still around and he didn't hate me. He didn't hate me.
Saw a falling leaf, for good luck, jump to ground
Much to our surprise a butterfly
And it sunk in this inderation
Inderation
In our lives
"Daisuke", my voice whispered into the darkness. Even before I had realized the horrors of what I had
done, he had tried to get through to me. He had offered to help me. Why? What had he seen in me that
he thought I deserved his help? His compassion? His love?
Inside ourselves
A hidden sun
That burns and burns
But never does any harm to anyone
After I had reconciled with my parents I had gone for a walk to think about things. After assuring them
that I would return, my parents had let me go, making me promise I wouldn't go far.
I didn't have to.
Daisuke was walking down the street towards me. He saw me and waved, "Hey, Ken!"
I froze. What was I supposed to do? I couldn't face him. I turned to flee back to my house but he
grabbed my arm. I turned to look at him and caught myself staring at his eyes. So full of compassion
and innocent forgiveness. How beautiful they were. I looked down quickly. After everything I'd done
I didn't deserve to look at him. I had done horrible things to him. Tormented and humiliated him! He
should hate me! I felt a tear hit my hand and I broke down. I fell into his arms sobbing like a small child.
"Daisuke, please, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
Shivering madly in the dark
Like an animal abandoned at the carpark
And he held me and then he showed me the beauty of
The human heart
He held me close and rocked me back and forth, "Don't worry Ken, you're a digidestined now. You're
one of us. I'm not just going to let you suffer all alone. I care about you Ken...I love you." He choked
a little and let go of me, "I'm sorry...I...Ken...oh God, I shouldn't have said that."
I don't know why I did what I did next. Maybe it was my own overtaxed emotions or maybe it was the
look of embarrassment and fear of Daisuke's face. I had to erase that look. I never wanted him to feel
that way because of me. I pulled him to me and kissed him. It started off as a soft gentle kiss but
escalated as our desperation kicked in. When we finally released each other I looked in his eyes and was
touched to see the love and happiness in them. "Ai shiteru Daisuke." His face brightened even more as
I pulled him into an embrace. I held him, marveling that I had done that. That I had caused him to be
happy. I buried my face in his hair and whispered, "Thank you, Daisuke...I love you."
Inside ourselves
A hidden sun
That burns and burns
But never does any harm to anyone
The End
Okay. That was sappy. Please don't flame me too badly, I burn easily.