A/n: This was previously posted as No one even knows my name becuz it was a oneshot now its changed! I got some positive feedback from my mates and now its increasing in size =)

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No-one even knows my name

Argh.

There he is again, surrounded by girls. Millions of them. And not all girls, there's Dean Thomas there too (I swear to God that his football thing is a gay thing) and he jus KEEPS ON running his hand through his hair.

It's not as if it's great hair either, just ordinary run-of-the-mill black hair. Okay a bit blacker than most black hair, but mine's a bit redder and I don't see people mooning over THAT do I? And his eyes, they are green eyes, hellooooo??? Is there anything special about his green eyes, NO. Apart from the fact they belonged to his mother, bor-ring! Maybe that makes him special, the fact he's made of spare parts?

And how does he get away with stuff? I mean, he smashed up Dumbledore's office and Dumbledore is quite pitifully in love with him still! He didn't even get detention.

God.

It just keeps getting worse doesn't it. Now he's getting his firebolt out, showing it off. Just because it's an international broom! I managed to win us a Quidditch match on a Cleansweep, why doesn't everyone want to see THAT? Winning on a Firebolt isnt really that much of an achievement is it? But with a cleansweep, now that's managing something!

And how come the when Harry says, "I want to be an Auror" everybody nods and says he'd be great, but when I say it, everybody just goes kind of quiet and 'hmm's to themselves for a minute before saying that it sounds like a nice idea, but maybe I should make some back up plans? I know all the same charms and spells as Harry does, well maybe not the Patronus, but I know the rest of them!

He says, "Who fought the Dark Lord? It was ME there on my own doing it!" But if he'd asked or let us come through and help with the Philosopher's Stone, or in the Chamber of Secrets, or if I hadnt had a brain on my face in the ministry, I could have done it too! I could have done it with him, I could have fought him too, I wouldn't have been frightened.

And GOD everybody thinks I'm the third wheel. It's never Hermione that's the third wheel, because she's INTELLIGENT, which means she's USEFUL. But me, I'm just a Quidditch player, and I get the same grades as Harry, surely that means I'm just as good as him? But noooooo Harry's special. He's everybody's class pet, except for Snape.

I guess, in an I'm-not-telling-anyone-way, I kind of like Potions. Because in a way I was better than Harry, for the only time ever in my life. I get just as many detentions as Harry does, sure, but does Snape pick on me HALF as much? Nope. I'd like you to point out a lesson to me where Snape treats Harry as even an equal to me! Mwah!

Why do all the girls like him anyway? I've done the heroics thing too, and I think I'm quite... average looking anyway. Just as good as Harry at any rate. Maybe better, I mean he's really skinny so that's gotta count against him right?

And oh yeah, how come nobody ever knows my name?

A/N: I hope you liked it! Please jus scroll down a lil bit and press the Submit review button, because it means so much!

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