February 12th
Feliciano's diary:
Two more days untill Valentino. I can't wait till then. Ok diary, I'll tell you what happen today. I asked Ludwig
"It is Valentine in two more day, are you going to give some chocolate to anyone?"
Ludwig suddenly blushed a bit. He looked away as he answered
"Um…Nein, I guess"
"Well, I will. Aah, I wonder how this year Valentine would be in our school"
At school, every body was talking about Valentine. Some girls said that they had already prepared everything while some others just acted like normal. I really hope this day would come because I must tell Ludwig that I, Feliciano am in love with him
My first month at school was tough. I got bullied a lot. But then, tadah, Ludwig the hero came. I have loved him since I first met him. He was so strong and brave. He saved me from those bullies and he walked home with me. We became friends since then. He looks so much like my lost love too. He helps me a lot with my homework
I knew that my love to him would never be returned. He doesn't love me, he is straight and he only sees me as a friend. But I still hoped to tell him how I feel
Ludwig's diary:
Today Feliciano asked me if I would give chocolate to anyone. I answered no, but actually, it was a yes. And it was for him. Feliciano doesn't know that I love him.
Feliciano means a lot too me. I don't know how many times I have said this but, verdamnt, he does. He sometime is annoying but, beside that, he is a great person. Feliciano is so kind, beautiful, carefree person.
It has been for 2 months since I know that I loved him. Gott, I was so confuse. When he touches me, I blush hard. The moment he smiles at me, I feel dazed. And when he kisses me, things went blurred. He warms my heart, he is the sun of my life
I suddenly feel like a coward. I mean, I'm Ludwig right, I'm not afraid of any thing. But love, damnt, it is making me weak. I can't be tough in front of him, he melts my heart. And now I am too afraid to express my feeling. I don't even know how! What am I going to do now, do it like love novel?
May be I will just give him a box of chocolate and tell him how I feel about him, hope that he won't turn down. Ja, I guess so…
By the way Feliciano said that he will give chocolate to someone. Who is that, I'm wondering…? Definitely not me