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Ch.1
Lulu's POV
I told myself I wouldn't let this happen again. I told myself over and over again for months that Johnny would be the last person I allowed to stomp on her heart.
After Johnny and I were done for good, I tried to close myself off from guys forever. It was all working for a while, but then HE came into the picture. He was so cute and encredibly cocky, but he made me laugh. He made me feel so good when he was around, I craved it more than anything I'd ever experienced before. I knew that if I let him in and let my heart start to develop feelings for him, I KNEW it would be a giant risk. In the end, I couldn't help it. He was an amazing guy and from the beginning when I liked to pretend we weren't officially dating yet, to where we are right now I'll always know how lucky I was to have him in my life. What I didn't know was how I would feel right now, when he was gone and I was the reason why.
Dante Angelo Falconeri...this was the name I thought would be my husband's name for the rest of my life, but now could that ever come true? He was gone.
After a year and half of us being together and very much in love, one night changed everything. I had just found out about Dante covering up a big crime for his dad's new wife Brenda when he was guarding her four years ago, which was also something he had kept from me for months. I was so angry when all of this came out at Brenda and Sonny's wedding that I couldn't see straight. In hindsight I know it wasn't really Dante's fault because the love of my life has a serious hero complex and really needed to be the one to save people, but this really didn't make me calm down at all. The part I just couldn't get over that night was the fact that he didn't tell me about it. ME...the woman he claimed to love more than anything in the universe. The one he got down on one knee for and asked to be his wife. The one that he would lay in bed intertwined with for hours and discuss our hopes and dreams for the future...the one we would start together.
Sitting here remembering the night it all ended, I can't help but to stare down at my growing belly and smile. I am going to be a mother! With all that is going wrong in my world and with all that I wish was different, this I am certain of: I already love baby and am going to give him or her the best life ever.
flashback:
I was tired of crying and more than tired of pushing the ignore button on her phone. NO! I DON'T want to talk to you Dante! I DON'T want to hear that you are sorry! ALL I want to do is get drunk!
I grabbed my keys and was sitting at the bar in less than 5 minutes. With my debit card in hand and nowhere to be all night, I set out to forget everything that was bothering me.
After being at Jake's for a couple of hours, I saw my ex-boyfriend Johnny sitting at the other side of the bar.
"Are you as miserable as I am tonight Johnny?" I asked as I began to slur my words.
"I don't know Lulu, are you wanting to get wasted and screw the first person you see? Cuz yeah, I'm there." Johnny answered with a smirk on his face.
"Let's go!" I shouted as I grabbed his hand, lead him to the room in back of the bar and continued to make the biggest mistake of my life without thinking. Without thinking about the man I wished I was really sleeping with. Without thinking of the life I was starting to plan. Without thinking about using protection...
End Flashback..