Chapter 1

"This is it," I whisper picking up the jaded object.

Why did life have to be so..just complicated. I hate this! All I want is a new start! Please..please just take away this pain. I can't take the emptiness and darkness anymore! This will end it..this will make it go away. I just want peace, this will give me peace.

Slice..drip...Little red beads dancing down the pale snow. What a lovely dance. Beautiful and lively. Maybe this was a mistake? No. I can't live here anymore, too much pain and sadness.

Blurred..

gone...no one listens..alone...emptiness.

H-he killed what was left. That awful

man killed me inside.. Took something from me that I will never get back.

Fading..

Mother..father..brother..why do they all hate me? Oh right. They can't love something that's already so broken. I've been gone a long time.

Weakening..

Falling to the floor, dripping onto the crystalline surfaces. That's for you mom. Breath lowering. Dancing droplets growing darker. Pulse fading, weakening, dying..Goodbye everyone, I hope to see you all in hell.

Darkness..

Snap! My eyes open. Fuck! It's so bright. Where am I? Is this hell? There's no way I'm in heaven. A-am I dead yet? Please..I want to be dead.

"But why?" A voice asks. I turn around. There is nobody but the whiteness.

"Who's there," I ask. Suddenly an even brighter figure appears.

"Who am you ask? Well I am one, I am all, I am god, I am truth."

I frown. I've seen this before, all of this. The figure, the whiteness. I must be dreaming. I'm not dead. This isn't anime.

"Truth.." I say.

"You asked for a change did you not? You asked to be taken away from your world of pain and sadness," it says

"I-I did but.."

"I will show you the truth but is it worth the price you must pay?"

"I just want a better life..I want peace," I say looking down.

"You will be able to start a new life, one you're quite familiar with. Amestris is well suited for you."

"Amestris.. Fullmetal alchemist!" I exclaim.

"Ah yes, and I'm sending you there not only for you but, I need you to help them. Learn the truth, change things, but don't get to close to the sun," Truth says.

I'm suddenly being grabbed by many black snake-like tentacles. Wait! No! Do I want this? I'll have to pay a price to see the truth. I..I'm leaving everyone behind. I wanted to die. Isn't this like dying?

"Ahhhh! Oh god it's too much!" I scream as the truth is poured into me and I'm flung into the world I know and love.

This is it. You wanted peace, maybe you'll find it here. The truth said I needed to help, I can do that. Maybe, just maybe.. I'll find a place in this world.

hey oh my god hi! Well this is my new FMA story I hope you all like it, this chap is very short but first chapters always are(: this story is going to be like me flung into Amestris which is cool, and like my dream. I hope you all enjoy, don't worry longer chapters ahead! R&R!