Inside Chris
Sanchez's Head
Author's Note: Another short fic, I'm sorry for not updating in a while, but my computer was beginning a bitch and so I couldn't get it to work. Really sorry! Peace
I still remember my reaction to my pregnancy; it's a day I'll never forget. I was only 17, on the heels of graduation; I had been dating this 21 year-old guy. He was a great guy, but he wasn't even my first. I took a pregnancy test because I hadn't gotten my rag in almost two months; I looked at the test two minutes later and a big surprise, it was positive. I took two more and they all came up the same. I went to the free clinic down the street, I had to make sure I was 100% sure I was. It turned out I was, my first reaction was 'Holy fuckin' shit!' My second, which was G rated, was 'I'm gonna be a mom, and I'm gonna actually have someone to care for, besides myself.' That was the first day of the rest of my life.
I remember the first sonogram image of my baby; it was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I found out that day that I was having a girl. I was just so over excited about the whole; I couldn't believe how beautiful my Eliza looked, she was perfect. My mother practically jumped off the wall when she heard I was having a girl, she was so proud. I knew from that moment on I'd always be proud of my little girl.
Childbirth was the most painful, nail-biting, wonderful experience of my whole life, and that includes getting shot and making S.W.A.T. when I saw her for the first time, I was just so fucking happy; I couldn't stop smiling. She was just so beautiful and perfect, she had soft, black, ringlet hair, dark brown eyes and soft, rosy, pale skin. She looked so helpless. I couldn't help it; I just had to love her. I gave her a kiss on the forehead, and saw her move, which made me smile; it was contagious. I love her more than anyone else in the world.
I joined the police force when Eliza was five, my whole family wanted to know why I was joining, I said 'I just wanted to see what it's like'. But truth be told, I wanted my Eliza to be proud of her mom, to be able to say to her friends, 'My mommy keeps the streets safe'. But I also did it to prove to my family a woman can do anything. Ever since I was a little girl I wanted to be a police officer, but no one in my family believed I could, besides my mom, proved them all wrong. I was the first female officer in my family.
As if being the first female officer in my family wasn't enough, I had to be on S.W.A.T. I had always dreamed of it, but of course the sexist mother fucking Captain Thomas Fuller refused to let me on the team. Took the test four times, and I never gave up once, I wasn't gonna let anything stop me. Then my dream came true, it was like Hondo was my fairy Godmother and I was Cinderella; except instead of glass slippers, a beautiful gown, and a horse drawn carriage, it was black boots, a S.W.A.T. uniform, and a S.W.A.T. truck. Eliza was so proud of me, that when I came home she made me a cake sundae, sorta, she tried her best. It was at the moment I realized that I would never do anything to disappoint her, it would be too hard.
Author's Note: Another short fic, I'm sorry for not updating in a while, but my computer was beginning a bitch and so I couldn't get it to work. Really sorry! Peace
I still remember my reaction to my pregnancy; it's a day I'll never forget. I was only 17, on the heels of graduation; I had been dating this 21 year-old guy. He was a great guy, but he wasn't even my first. I took a pregnancy test because I hadn't gotten my rag in almost two months; I looked at the test two minutes later and a big surprise, it was positive. I took two more and they all came up the same. I went to the free clinic down the street, I had to make sure I was 100% sure I was. It turned out I was, my first reaction was 'Holy fuckin' shit!' My second, which was G rated, was 'I'm gonna be a mom, and I'm gonna actually have someone to care for, besides myself.' That was the first day of the rest of my life.
I remember the first sonogram image of my baby; it was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I found out that day that I was having a girl. I was just so over excited about the whole; I couldn't believe how beautiful my Eliza looked, she was perfect. My mother practically jumped off the wall when she heard I was having a girl, she was so proud. I knew from that moment on I'd always be proud of my little girl.
Childbirth was the most painful, nail-biting, wonderful experience of my whole life, and that includes getting shot and making S.W.A.T. when I saw her for the first time, I was just so fucking happy; I couldn't stop smiling. She was just so beautiful and perfect, she had soft, black, ringlet hair, dark brown eyes and soft, rosy, pale skin. She looked so helpless. I couldn't help it; I just had to love her. I gave her a kiss on the forehead, and saw her move, which made me smile; it was contagious. I love her more than anyone else in the world.
I joined the police force when Eliza was five, my whole family wanted to know why I was joining, I said 'I just wanted to see what it's like'. But truth be told, I wanted my Eliza to be proud of her mom, to be able to say to her friends, 'My mommy keeps the streets safe'. But I also did it to prove to my family a woman can do anything. Ever since I was a little girl I wanted to be a police officer, but no one in my family believed I could, besides my mom, proved them all wrong. I was the first female officer in my family.
As if being the first female officer in my family wasn't enough, I had to be on S.W.A.T. I had always dreamed of it, but of course the sexist mother fucking Captain Thomas Fuller refused to let me on the team. Took the test four times, and I never gave up once, I wasn't gonna let anything stop me. Then my dream came true, it was like Hondo was my fairy Godmother and I was Cinderella; except instead of glass slippers, a beautiful gown, and a horse drawn carriage, it was black boots, a S.W.A.T. uniform, and a S.W.A.T. truck. Eliza was so proud of me, that when I came home she made me a cake sundae, sorta, she tried her best. It was at the moment I realized that I would never do anything to disappoint her, it would be too hard.