Im afraid mister Arrow has ben lost..was the last thing she remembered hearing truthfully . After that she talked about how good of a man Arrow was she kept clam but on the inside she was dying. Slowly she walked back to her stateroom.
I can take the rainon the roof of this empty house..that dont bother me.
She looked down at the hat she still held in her hand. She held it closer into a hug . Gently she started to cry soon those gentle tears became rushing rivers. "Oh Arrow." She sobbed with into her palms. First her mum and dad now her best friend?
I

I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me

She remembered the day her parents died to the world she coped rather well not a single tear, but Arrow knew the difference. He told her tears woud help her through tear showed how much you loved that person...
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

"I loved you Arrow...not as a brother... Now you'll never know..." She remembered the last moment she saw him he had saluted her and dashed up he riggian.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

As much as she wanted to call him back she couldn't he had a job and so did she...It was her fault...her orderher idea for them to do this any way ... 'Alton I will not be able to be a captain.. not with out my parents!' 'You can Amelia! I'll help you!' "...A-alright...only if you'll bwe my first mate!" And ofcourse he had , had other plans for his life , be a husband , a father and a doctor..
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
she pulled off her coat and got some tea there she seen a note that read ' Amelia... I need to tell you something im to nervous to do myself...I love you always have always will...' The room got chillie and she turned around and gasped , There he was. "A-Arrow?" "Amy .. I love you and i'll be waiting for you." He smiled.
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
"Alton please dont go.." "I have to Amelia...just remember when the sun has burned out and it feels like your world has been lost Im there in your heart ... please dont forget me." "Never! I-I love you!" Tears returned as he began to walk away .

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

She was shaken but in her heart she knew he ment it , he would have to wait on her and she would wait on him... She looked up and seen him still there. "Please dont wait for me Amelia..you deserve happiness I'll never rest until I know your happy.. " "I cant love again.. I will be happy until then." She smiled and he said , "No more tears Amy." " I love you.." "I love you two..." With that he hugged her and kissed her head and walked away... until he dissapperd into thin air.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do...

A/n awh :'( R&R