A/N: Welcome to my small series featuring Ryan's Journal; Ryan is out of character somewhat; If you haven't been reading my other story When the Past Comes Knocking-head over there and to my one-shot series When She was Gone.
A Note to Nerissa: I've decided to keep this journal to hold all of my thoughts that I want to say to you and maybe someday you will read this and understand what it's doing to us while you're gone.
Day 1:
Today you left without saying goodbye. Do you realize how much the team needs you? How much I love you? You should, I told you.
Day 2:
Riss, I woke up this morning and tried to call you to see if you needed a ride to work. I forgotten you'd left. I can't wait until you come home. Work isn't the same without you.
Day 8:
Ana asked Horatio where you were today. She doesn't understand that it is going to be a long time before you come home.
Day 9:
I got shot today at work, good thing I was wearing a vest. I hope you're safe.
Day 10:
I have a really nasty bruise today. I wish you were here.