AN: hey everyone. While I was trying to think of how to continue my other story Am I Mental this idea got stuck in my head and I couldn't get it out before writing this.

I hope you will enjoy this and my idea. This one is better planned that any of my others so hopefully it won't take to long to write.

Disclaimer: SM owns everything twilight. But that's okay, Sunny is still mine.

Chapter 1.
Sunny.

I was walking through the woods. It was so peaceful and quiet. Just what I needed. I had just left the Cullen's house. Once again Edward and I had been arguing. We had been doing that a lot lately. He didn't want to change me, no matter how much I begged. In all my life I had never wanted anything more than I wanted to be changed and walk the earth together with him.

I huffed and kicked a stone that lay in my path. Walking had always helped me calm down. When I was younger I always took off walking when things became too much. But this time it didn't help. If the Cullen's could have seen me now they wouldn't believe their eyes. When I was around one of them I always became extremely clumsy. That's how I always knew when one of them was around. In reality I was actually quite graceful. One of the perks of wandering in the woods as much as I did.

My thought went back to our last argument.

---FLASHBACK---

"Why not Edward? Why won't you change me? Everything would be so much better." I nearly yelled at him. He had once again refused to even consider too change me. I knew that if I could convince him none of the others would protest. Even Rosalie agreed with me, well she did after I told her the truth about the accident.

You see, when I was 15 I was in a car crash. My Uncle Billy was driving me home after spending the day at his and my Cousin Jake's place. We were just outside of La Push, where they lived, when a deer jumped in front of the car. Billy stepped on the brakes and the car swerved off the road and into a tree.

All I can remember from the crash was the excruciating pain in my lower abdomen. I woke up a week later in the hospital. Jake was sitting by the bed next to me crying while my dad Charlie sat next to me holding my hand. "Don't cry Jake. I hate it when you cry." I said in a faint croak. My throat was burning from lack of use.

The moment he heard my voice he ran over to my bed and began crying in my lap. "Oh Bells. I thought you were dead. After the operation you wouldn't wake up. We've been so worried." I began patting his head in a soothing motion. "It's okay Jake. I'm here now. Life can go on. No harm done." When I said that he began crying harder and dad got a sullen face and looked like he might cry too.

"Oh my God. Did anything happen to Billy. Where is he? Is he okay?" I panicked. Not Uncle Billy. I couldn't lose him too. Not so soon after mom left. "Relax Bells. I'm right here. I'll survive, so don't worry, but from now on you'll have to find someone else to drive you." I heard Uncle Billy's weak voice from the bed next to me. I started to get up to see with my own eyes that it really was him. But as I moved an intense pain shoot through my lower abdomen and I screamed out in pain.

When I screamed nurses rushed in and pushed dad and Jake away. "Do not try to move young lady. You'll just hurt yourself." A kind looking nurse told me. "What happened? Why does it hurt so much? And what do you mean Uncle Billy? Can someone please tell me what's happening?" I demanded. The nurse nodded and went to find my doctor so he could tell me.

The doctor told me how Billy was now paralysed from his hip and down and would never be able to walk again. I really felt awful for him. But he told me that he was content with being able to experience as much as he had before this happened, so he didn't care too much. Later on I found out that that was because he cared more about what had happened to me.

The doctor told me how they had to remove my uterus, which meant that I would never be able to get kids. They were all sad that I lost my chance at being a mother as they all believed I would be a great mom. But since I never had been interested in boys or the prospect of having kids I didn't mind.

But back to the argument.

"I know that it would be easier in the long run, but I can't damn your beautiful soul. And one day you'll resent me for all the human experiences I took from you by turning you." I huffed and quirked an eyebrow questioningly at him. "Like what? What would I miss?" He looked down at me like I was crazy. "You'll never grow old, die and go to heave or have kids. Don't you want those things?" I finally lost my temper. "I don't want to grow old while my boyfriend stays eternally 17. And you know god damn well that I can't have kids. Screw my soul, I don't care. All I want is to be your equal and partner for as long as you exist." He looked mad too. "That won't be a problem since I'm not planning on existing when you are gone. And you are my equal. I won't change you and that's final."

I screamed in frustration and ran out of his room, down the stairs and out into the woods.

---END FLASHBACK---

So here I am, walking all alone in the woods. Thinking about my vampire boyfriend. After Uncle Billy, I never took walking for granted and hiked in the woods with my cousin Jake every weekend. As I was walking there, consumed by my own thoughts, I heard a small sound. It sounded like a little whimper. So I followed it.

When I saw what made the sound my heart broke. Under a small fallen tree laid a little wolf cub. He had a gray back and the rest was white except for the tip of his ears and tail which was black. He looked so scared, but the moment his forest green eyes fell on me they lightened up with hope. He began to whimper again when I got closer.

"Don't worry. I'm not gonne to hurt you. Don't be scared, I'm gonne lift the tree off you now so please don't move." I said to the cub in a calm soothing voice. The cub relaxed and looked pleadingly at me. I went closer and began lifting the tree off him. I tried to not hurt him more than he already was. The moment he was free from the tree he gave a happy yelp and waged his tail just like a happy dog would do. "There you go. Now you can go and find your family." I began turning around to leave when I heard it again. He whimpered. I turned around to see what it was. He tried to stand up and whimpered again.

"Oh poor thing. Don't worry I'll get you fixed up. Easy now, I'll have to carry you. I'm gonne take you to the vet, so don't worry they'll fix you up." He relaxed again and waggled his tail. I bent down and lifted him up. When I had him in my arms I noticed how thin he was. The fur made him look bigger than he was. I carried him home and went inside to get my car keys. Once I found them I went over to my truck and put him in the seat next to me. "Don't worry I'll drive you to La Push where Emily will have a look at you."

There was a vet in Forks, but I trusted Emily more than anyone else. And I already felt connected to the little cub. The whole drive he was looking happily at me and once in a while he would give me a happy bark. We arrived at Emily's house. I parked and went over to the other side to pick up the cub. Once he was safe in my arms I went over to their door and knocked.

I heard some shuffling come from inside before the door was opened by a tired looking Sam. In my concern about the little wolf cub I forgot how late it was. And it was plain to see that he'd been asleep. "Hi Sam. I'm sorry to wake you. I didn't realise it was already two o'clock. Is Emily here, I need her to take a look at this little cub." I said while smiling at him. To be honest I never really liked Sam, but I loved Emily so I tried to not show my feelings about him.

He looked down at the cub and his face softened. "Please come in. I'll get Emily." He turned and went up the stairs to wake her. So while waiting I sat down on the couch in their living room and looked down at the cub. "I can see he has already stolen your heart. Come with me and I'll have a look at him." I looked up and smiled at Emily before I followed her back into her clinic.

I put him on the examination table. "Can you please tell me what happened?" She asked while she started to check him. "I was walking in the woods when I heard a whimper. So I followed the sound and found this little guy stuck under a small fallen tree. I got him free, but when he tried to stand up he whimpered in pain, so I assume he hurt his paw or something." She nodded and continued to check him.

"You're right it was his paw. I'll bandage it, but he'll have to take it easy. I also noticed how thin he is. That's most likely because he was abandoned before learning to hunt for himself. I'll need to find somewhere he can stay, at least until he's healthy enough to be set free again." She was smiling at me while she fixed his paw.

"Just give me a minute and I'll find a place he can stay." I said. She nodded and went back to fixing the cub while I went out to take a phone. "Um... Hello?" I heard a sleepy Charlie answer on the other side. "Hi dad. Sorry to wake you, but I just wondered if I could take care of an abandoned animal at our house for a little while. I found him hurt and alone in the woods." I pleaded into the phone. "Sure Bells. But it will be your responsibility." He said before yawning. "Thanks dad. See you later." I hung up and went back to Emily and the cub.

"He will be staying with me and dad so I need to give it a name." She smiled at me and nodded. "I think that's a great idea. He seems quite close to you. He's going to need lots of food and rest and also someone to care for him. And it's a male."

I bent down so I was on eye level with the cub. "Hi there Sunny. Guess what?" I said to him with a smile. He looked quizzically at me then barked. "You're gonne stay with me and my dad. Would you like that?" He barked again and waggled his tail. We began laughing at him. "Why did you call him Sunny?" Emily asked while smiling. "I called him that because he lightens up my life just like a sun. He's my little personal sun now." I said while stroking Sunny.

Suddenly he began growling. "What is it Sunny?" He whimpered and nudged my arm. I looked down to see what it was. He was growling at the scar I got from James. Suddenly Sunny growled again and bit me exactly where the scar was. The strange thing was, it didn't hurt. All I felt was a soothing warmth spread from the bite to my head. When he let go Emily took my arm in hers and began looking at it.

"It's not too bad. It will heal in time, but unfortunately it will leave a scar. Here let me clean it for you. Then I can give you some things for Sunny and you two can go home." I looked at Sunny, but he wouldn't look at me. "That's okay. I guess he didn't like my scar. Can't blame him. Thanks Emily."

When she was done cleaning my arm she got me some things before Sunny and I went out to the car. "You didn't like my scar did you?" I asked Sunny. No. He hurt you. I just wanted to show that you're mine and not his. When I heard the voice in my head answer me I looked over at Sunny. "Is that you talking to me?" Yes, when I bit you it created the connection. "Well that's gonne make taking care of you so much easier. But Sunny what happened to you?" It was my first hunting trip. The whole pack was with us when it happened. We had just found a flock of deer when something attacked. It killed my mom and the pack. Right before the monster killed mom she yelled at me and told me to run. So I did that, but then the tree fell down on me and I fainted. The next thing I knew you were there.

My heart broke even more. "I don't have a mom either. But don't worry, I'm gonne take care of you now." Will you be my mom? He looked so desperate that I couldn't refuse him. "Yes Sunny, I'll be your mom. But then you'll have to listen to me. Love you cub." Love you too mom. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I was a mom. The one thing I never thought I would be. Why are you crying? "I'm crying because you just gave me the one thing I never thought I could have. A child."

The rest of the ride home I told him about the scar that he hated so much. When we arrived home it was four o'clock. Luckily it was now Saturday, so I didn't have to worry about school. "Welcome home Sunny" I said when I let him down in my room. Is this where you sleep? "Yes, and it's where you'll sleep too." I put away all the things and got ready to go to bed. I laid down and tried to sleep. Can you hold me? I can't sleep. "Come here cub." I said while patting the space next to me. We fell asleep, with his head resting on my chest and my arm around him.

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