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Hidden Prince, Sheltered pain
"Confined in a box not allowed to live.
Never experiencing love, friendship, being wanted.
Watching fictional accounts as T.V portrays them,
Living experiencing' knowing, nothing beyond it's flat views, and one dimensional tutelage.
But will I ever be free to know love, happiness, learn and experience all life had to offer.
I feel alone. Like my life is empty a part forever at a time yearning for a feeling a person.
When I find my prince life will change I'll be taken away from my pain and suffering.
And where ever the two of us are time will stand in awe at our bright love.
My unknown prince, I will be free."
Usagi looked at the poem that she had only written a month ago amongst the trouble her and her current boyfriend were having. But she knew the poem wasn't about him. For some reason trouble with him causes more fantasies of my unknown prince.
Tai Ishida Tenchi was her boyfriend of the past few months. He's 22, his body was tall skinny, and he had dirty blonde hair, a pale complexion, rusty eyes that had times sparked like fire, with fits of passion and anger. He could be as gentle as a lamb or as fierce as a wolf.
Usagi herself was so sweet and gentle. She was only 17 with a shorter frame than her counter part. Long blonde hair that was usually worn in 2 long pig tails. She had the most hypnotic crystal blue eyes. But she had no self- confidence about herself. She felt she was ugly, dumb, and klutzy. The only thing she felt she was good at is expressing her self through writing.
She knew the poem wasn't about her boyfriend. Her poem contained hope that was distant, and changing. Tai is here with me now and I don't love him. But she didn't want to hurt his feelings. He'd been her first boyfriend, and her everything. And he loved her with all his heart. "I cared about him very much, I just was in love with an unknown prince." She whispered to herself. She always argued with herself trying to figure out who this prince could be. Always losing to her insecurities simply stating
"If he loved me even a fraction as much as I loved him he'd be feeling the same way looking for her. Wondering how he's living without her. Not a day goes by that she wonders how she goes through the day with out even seeing him. "'If he loved me even a fraction as much as I loved him he'd be feeling what I feel, and looking for me. But no one's looking. No one wants me besides Tai. So why am I stressing over someone I do not know?'
With those tormented thoughts planted Usagi drifted off to sleep. Her first dream had the presence of a strong loving older man who was looking for her and she was calling "I'm here. Please find me. I love you!" I yelled hoping he'd reply. When I was grabbed away from my love by a dark hand. Then blood was surrounding me. I was screaming "NO! I don't LOVE you I never will." The image consuming my nightmare never left me. I felt as if I knew the jealous, envious force in the darkness. As I continued screaming I woke up terrified. Dripping cold sweat.
"Wow it's only about 4.00." 'It's early' I thought. No one else is home so maybe I'll go to Crown Arcade Tai was usually there every waking moment. She giggled at the remark but if he heard her say that he'd be furious. She was set, and decided now she was going to crown.
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Hidden Prince, Sheltered pain
"Confined in a box not allowed to live.
Never experiencing love, friendship, being wanted.
Watching fictional accounts as T.V portrays them,
Living experiencing' knowing, nothing beyond it's flat views, and one dimensional tutelage.
But will I ever be free to know love, happiness, learn and experience all life had to offer.
I feel alone. Like my life is empty a part forever at a time yearning for a feeling a person.
When I find my prince life will change I'll be taken away from my pain and suffering.
And where ever the two of us are time will stand in awe at our bright love.
My unknown prince, I will be free."
Usagi looked at the poem that she had only written a month ago amongst the trouble her and her current boyfriend were having. But she knew the poem wasn't about him. For some reason trouble with him causes more fantasies of my unknown prince.
Tai Ishida Tenchi was her boyfriend of the past few months. He's 22, his body was tall skinny, and he had dirty blonde hair, a pale complexion, rusty eyes that had times sparked like fire, with fits of passion and anger. He could be as gentle as a lamb or as fierce as a wolf.
Usagi herself was so sweet and gentle. She was only 17 with a shorter frame than her counter part. Long blonde hair that was usually worn in 2 long pig tails. She had the most hypnotic crystal blue eyes. But she had no self- confidence about herself. She felt she was ugly, dumb, and klutzy. The only thing she felt she was good at is expressing her self through writing.
She knew the poem wasn't about her boyfriend. Her poem contained hope that was distant, and changing. Tai is here with me now and I don't love him. But she didn't want to hurt his feelings. He'd been her first boyfriend, and her everything. And he loved her with all his heart. "I cared about him very much, I just was in love with an unknown prince." She whispered to herself. She always argued with herself trying to figure out who this prince could be. Always losing to her insecurities simply stating
"If he loved me even a fraction as much as I loved him he'd be feeling the same way looking for her. Wondering how he's living without her. Not a day goes by that she wonders how she goes through the day with out even seeing him. "'If he loved me even a fraction as much as I loved him he'd be feeling what I feel, and looking for me. But no one's looking. No one wants me besides Tai. So why am I stressing over someone I do not know?'
With those tormented thoughts planted Usagi drifted off to sleep. Her first dream had the presence of a strong loving older man who was looking for her and she was calling "I'm here. Please find me. I love you!" I yelled hoping he'd reply. When I was grabbed away from my love by a dark hand. Then blood was surrounding me. I was screaming "NO! I don't LOVE you I never will." The image consuming my nightmare never left me. I felt as if I knew the jealous, envious force in the darkness. As I continued screaming I woke up terrified. Dripping cold sweat.
"Wow it's only about 4.00." 'It's early' I thought. No one else is home so maybe I'll go to Crown Arcade Tai was usually there every waking moment. She giggled at the remark but if he heard her say that he'd be furious. She was set, and decided now she was going to crown.
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