A/N: Heyy guys. Okay my first fic didn't really turn out how i planned so i'm writing this one. i hope you like it :) i was laying in my bed last night and it just came into my mind and i was like...FRICK! That would be an AWESOME story! so anyway...here ya go...

NOTICE: to all of the people that have already read this story, FelesMagica pointed something out to me...i didn't have Olivia appear in the story at all yet so i kinda figured that if i switched up the beginning a little, then it could work out a little more :) so here ya go

diclaimer: i own no one that you reconize. except maddy. but someday...someday

2 years earlier

Elliot was sitting in his room, switching the TV channels, trying to find something that he liked. There was absolutely nothing on on wednesday nights! He finally found American Idol and just decided to fall asleep to it. Just as he was starting to daze, he heard a knock at his door. "Who the hell would come to my door at 11:30?" he asked himself. He stood up and walked over to his door as the knocking became louder and louder. He looked through the peep hole and standing right there, right in front of his door, was his best friend.

"Olivia," he said, swinging the door open. She looked up and he noticed her tear-stained face. "What's wrong?"

"Elliot, I have to go," she said quickly. Elliot stared at her in shock.

"What do you mean 'go'?" he asked her. Olivia just shook her head.

"I just have to leave. Get out of town," she said, trying to hold back tears.

"But Liv-"

"No Elliot, I have to go. Say good-bye to Fin, Munch, and Cragen for me." She gave him a quick hug, turned around, and darted out the door. Elliot stood there in shock, then. Then, realizing what just happened, he ran out the door also.

"Olivia!" he screamed. "Olivia!" But all he saw was the back of her car as she drove away.

Present Time

Elliot sat at his desk, staring at the picture of Olivia that he held in his hand. It had been two years since she left. Two full years since he had seen her. Elliot heard someone coming and he shoved the picture back into his desk drawer.

"Whatcha lookin' at Stabler?"

Elliot watched as Maddy, his partner, sat in the desk across from him. Olivia's old one.

Elliot shrugged. "Just an old friend," he said casually. Maddy smiled.

"Does that 'old friend' happend to be your old partner?" she asked. Elliot looked up, suprised. How the hell would she know?

Maddy noticed the suprised look on his face and laughed. "I'll take that as a 'yes'," she said. "So spill. Who is, or who was, she?"

Elliot sighed. He knew that Maddy wouldn't give up until she knew. It was either him telling her or Munch and Fin telling her. Since Olivia was his partner, he decided that he would tell her.

"You really wanna hear the whole story?" he asked. Maddy nodded. "Okay," he started. "When i first came to the NYPD, being a cop was new to me. And workling for the SVU was difficult because i had kids, a family. And working with rape victims everday kinda made me unbareable. None of my partners could handle me. I seriously don't think that i had ever had the same partner for more than a year. There would always be some reason why they annoyed me or why i hated them. And i was Cragen's best detective, soo instead of getting rid of me, he would get rid of them."

Elliot paused, looking down. After a few seconds, he looked back up. "Anyway, one day, after one of my famous 'Stabler Rampages', as the other detectives called them, Cragen sent me to my locker. Just to cool down, ya know? I remember a week before that, i had gotten rid of my partner somehow by fighting, so i was partnerless. After about 15 minutes, i had cooled down and made my way back to the precinct. As i walked to my desk, i remember looking into Cragen's office and seeing a woman talking to him. After a few minutes, they came out of his office and over to my desk. Cragen told me that the woman's name was Olivia and that she would be my new partner." Elliot stopped again, taking in a deep breath. Maddy noticed.

"You know, if you don't wanna tell me, you don't have to," she said calmly.

Elliot shook his head. "It's fine. It's probably good for me to let it out, ya know?"

Maddy nodded and Elliot continued. "Like I said, Olivia was my new partner. And let me tell ya, she was beautiful. Her eyes were like chocolate orbs and her hair was a dark chestnut color. I loved her from the very first time i laid my eyes on her. " Elliot stopped and smiled. "We became best friends. Whenever i would get mad, she was always there to calm me down. I was there for her when her mom died. And when Kathy divorced me and took the kids to live with her mom in Colorado, Olivia helped me through every step of the way. My kids loved her. Munch and Fin loved her. Cragen loved her. The whole precinct loved her. She was the best partner that i could have." Elliot's smile turned to a frown. "One night, however, she came to my house, saying tht she had to leave. It took me a while to understand what she was saying. She told me that something came up and that she had to get outa town immediatly. Before i had time to say anything, she hugged me and left. I tried chasing after her but it was too late."

Maddy noticed the tears forming in his eyes. She stood up and wal;ked over to him, putting a hand on his shoulder. "You don't have to finish," she said with understanding in her eyes.

Elliot nodded. "I know, but im almost done.." Maddy went backover to her desk and sat down across from him. Elliot wiped an eye and continued.

"I had to call Cragen so i did and i told him what happened. He said that we would find her. Well here we are, two years later, and still no sign of her returning. I miss her alot, Maddy. She was my best friend and i loved her."

Maddy bit her lip. "I never knew how much she meant to you."

"And now i may never get that chance to tell her," replies Elliot. He realized that he was crying and he rubbed his eyes.

"You knew Maddy, after Olivia left, i couldn't have another partner. I just couldn't do it. But then you came and i'm so happy that you're here. You've kinda helped me thorugh this. Thanks."

Maddy smiled, stood up, and hugged him.

"Anytime Stabler," she said. "Anytime."

Is it good? Do you wanna kill me? please comment cus if you like it i will continue. i already have the next few chapters. and i have all day to read your comments cus guess what...I HAVE A SNOW DAY TODAY BABAYY. yeahh, my school may suck but when it comes to snow days, i love it :) THANK YOU JESUS!