Dorkie Lawliet: This is not my first fanfiction I have ever made, but it is the first on this account. So I have to say … um … I dunno XD. Anyways, I DO NOT OWN DEATH NOTE. Even though I terribly wish I do. The Pairings are based on these characters: Matt, Mello, Near, Light, L, and Beyond Birthday (BB). So, I guess this is a six way? Hm … interesting :P. Anyways, please Read and Reply. I am sorry if my idea is relating to any of your stories, I didn't really mean to.

Mello: Like HELL you do!

Dorkie: (pushes Mello away)


Chapter 1: My Dirty Little Secret

xXx Mello xXx

He pinned me down on the floor. The heat in the room irritated me. I struggled to move, to push him away, but it didn't work. He placed his hands over mine and our fingers interlaced with one another. His legs were on either side of me. My heart skipped a few beats as my face reddened.

"Get off of me, now" I ordered.

But, he didn't listen to me. And in a way, I'm glad that he didn't. His face was now 2 inches away from mine. I thought he would kiss me. But instead, he planted one on my neck. I arched my head back cause … it felt good. Nice, war, and wet against my pale skin. And I wanted more.

His tongue traveled from my neck to my collar bone and he kisses me there as well. With his bare hands, he tore open my shirt. It frightened me. But, I liked it. His strength … his touch … his everything. He began to kiss down my chest, licking my nipple teasingly. I closed my eyes and breathed hard. 'More … please more'

When he reached my bellybutton was when I realized he already undid my leather pants and began to tug them down. My face grew a shade of crimson and my stomach had butterflies. He slid my briefs off, exposing my bare member. I felt a shiver down my spine. I wanted to know what was going to happen next. And I was soon answered.

He took my member in a firm grip in his pale hands and licked it slowly before entering it in his mouth. I moaned loud. The heat was devouring me … well actually, HE was devouring me. The heat was overwhelming me. He moved his head up and down in a steady pace, his tongue slid around it as he sucked. And I couldn't help it. I moaned loudly. 'Oh … yes, YES!'

"M-Matt!" I called out his name, "m-mm … ah Matt! Naah!"

Mello ?

"M-Matt!" I moaned.

Mello … wake up! Wake up!

xXxXx Reality xXxXx

I sat up in my bed panting and sweated like a pig. 'I-I was dreaming?' I scratched my head with my hand and noticed Matt sitting next to me on my bed. 'He was here the whole time?' I blushed to the thought of him hearing my moans and calling his name out. 'More like screaming out his name ...' Matt's eyes were full of concern. 'Or is that lust? no no NO! Mello, SHUT UP! IT'S JUST A DREAM!'

"Mels, I heard you say my name when you were asleep," Matt informed, "and you were tossing and turning in bed. I couldn't help but worry."

'Awww, he worried for me!' I thought to myself with pride. Then, shook my head. 'Focus, Mello! No lovey-dovey crap!'

"Mello?" Matt questioned at seeing me shake my head for no apparent reason ... or so he thinks.

Mello laughed a little, "It was just a bad dream, nothing serious."

"What was it about?" Matt asked.

I froze. 'FUCK! What do I say? Make up something, Mello! You cant just say that oh 'I was having a dream about you sucking my dick and i liked it!' What would he think?' Matt looked at me with a curious expression. 'Damn his cute puppy dog eyes!' I cleared my throat and opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Matt stared at me and blinked a lot. 'SHIT, MELLO! STOP MAKING AN IDIOT OF YOURSELF!'

"um ... lost my shoe!" I blurted out. 'Jeez, Mello, you dipshit! You blew it!'

Matt raised an eyebrow and smirked, "a SHOE? You were screaming my name ... for a SHOE?"

I laughed weakly, "It was a special day!" I struggled. "and I was looking for my favourite pair." 'Nice save, smart ass.'

"Really?" Matt smirked. "So a bad dream about a lost shoe, huh? What day was it?"

I strugged. 'Mello, think! ... Oh, I noe!' I smiled, "your birthday ... It's in 3 days, right?"

Matt shook his head, "nope, only 2"

I blinked a lot. 'How can I forget his birthday? Mello, you idiot!'

Matt started laughing. I narrowed my eyes as I looked at him. I forgot his birthday and all he does is laugh? Matt tried to stop laughing, but he failed to succeed. I pouted and sneered. 'What's so funny? That I failed for ONCE?'

"S-Sorry M-M-Mels," Matt spoke, calming himself down. "I wa-was kidd-ding! You were r-right!"

I sighed in relief, "Don't do that to me, Matty" I punched his shoulder.

He finally stopped laughing and rubs his elbow.

"Yeesh, even at 1 in the morning, you're still strong as hell" Matt chuckled.

I sat up proud and looked at the clock. He was right. It was 1 in the morning. Yeesh. I look at Matt who walked over to his bed. I smiled. Matt was going to be the same age as me. And I was happy he was.

"Goodnight, Mels" Matt yawned and covered himself in the sheets.

"Night, Matt" I dismissed him.

And he was uncontious. Literally. Sleeping soundly in his bed. I looked up to the ceiling. 'I couldn't tell him about my dreams. What would he think? I bet he wouldn't even talk to me. I wouldn't talk to me if i was in his position.' I sighed and laid in bed. But, I couldn't go to sleep. At all. I was afraid to get those dreams again. So i watched Matt sleep. 'I wish I could just tell him that I loved him ... that I wanted him ... that I needed him'

'Matt ... MY matt'


Dorkie: hey everyone! Please review my story and tell me what you think. And BTW, the dream WASN'T the lemon. So you can only imagine XD. In your reviews, tell me what should happen or at least suggestions. My story wouldn't be anything without you guys!

Mello: (blush)

Dorkie: what's wrong, Mels?

Mello: Don't call me that! Only Matt can! (blushes darker)

Dorkie: everyone! help me make Mello blush more! XD

Mello: O.O