Casualty of Love
You've always been my biggest regret, not that we were together but that we both knew it couldn't work. It's not you I regret but the circumstances in which we met and got together, but even though I regret that it has to be my favourite regret, my best regret. Therefore being with you and falling in love with you is my favourite regret.
I fell in love with you so deeply regardless of the fact that we both knew what would happen. Loves not something which comes easy to me but with you it did and in the short time we were together I learnt so much. You turned my world upside down Gerry, we were like teenagers again hanging on each other's every word. Each day the love got deeper but little did we know was that each day meant the eventual scar would be deeper. But of all the scars, the one from our love is my favourite. In fact everything from our relationship is my favourite, no matter what it is.
I'm hundreds of miles away and it's been a year since we ended but the scars are still just as deep and just as painful but I wouldn't have it any other way because although it hurts the pain is my favourite kind of pain. If this was what I felt everyday for the rest of my life then I wouldn't mind because the pain isn't a bad kind, I can deal with it because I like the pain that relates to you.