To follow in death
By SW
*** Depressing suicidal
stuff ok? I warned you! Very violent! Was inspired by Angelfeathers last fic
actually….^_^;;;;; U have been warned!*******
He looked about the area
coldly, there was no one left to kill. Clothes soaked in yokkai blood, mingling
with his own as well as…Sanzo's blood. The bodies were littered around him,
eyes staring into nothing. Dead they were all dead, he killed them, because they
killed him. They killed Sanzo…But there was no one left to kill. Dropping to
the ground, he stared at the lifeless body.
Wiping
the blood off one hand, he brought it to the bloodless skin. Stroking the pale
face with the clean fingers. Reflecting upon what he should do next. He could
take of the limiter go off and continue to kill, until someone took his life.
Or he could end it, end the pain. It felt like someone had ripped out his
heart, part of his soul leaving a gapping hole in its place. Cradling the
broken body, pressing Sanzo against him. Continuing to stroke the priests cheek
and hair. Why did Hakkai and Gojyo have to leave? They would return soon, only
to find the campsite covered in bodies and blood. Reaching
down he found Sanzo's gun, checking the chamber of the colt. Five bullets left,
five chances to die. Idly he tested the weight of it, the barrel of it gleamed
in the afternoon light. A small grim smile flirted across his lips. What was
worth living for? The man he lived for was dead, it seemed like the obvious
choice. He could follow Sanzo in death, his savoir. Goku rested his cheek
against the blond hair, hugging the limp body. Pressing his lips against the
top of Sanzo's head. His mouth forming quite words that were lost in the wind.
Drawing back he placed the gun calmly in his mouth, tilting the cold metal to
the roof of his mouth.
There
was a bang that echoed through the woods. The boy slumped forward, collapsing
over the body he held. And there was nothing….Eyes fell shut for a last time.
" Ai
shiteru Sanzo Ai shiteru……"
****cowers
in corner* Ah ha… um…….I warned you?? ^_^;;;;;;;;;;;;;; That was pretty scary
-_- ********
Note: Ai shiteru means
"I love you"
