A/N Kinkymommy is back. Please remember the first 12 chapters were co-written with AmyBee/WardenAmy as well as beta'ed by Char. I will be posting a chapter ever few days. I will post all this story and finish it off before I start with Finding Our Home. Thank you all for sticking around. I will never let people that say bad things about my writing get to me like it did.
Accepting Love
Ch.1
Moving In
I don't know anything about my possible future roommates. So far, I have only talked to one named Alice. She has two other people living in the house with her; however, I don't know if they are male or female. All I did know was that I was meeting her here at Starbucks. I feel a little out of place in my beat up old Chevy truck that's older than my dad!
Why do I have to think about this now? I feel the tears slipping down my face at just the thought of my dad. This truck was my sixteenth birthday present from him. He is also the reason I am sitting here waiting on Alice. My life was completely different than it was then. Now that the flood gate was open, I couldn't stop the flow of memories flooding back with almost perfect clarity.
I have always been a geek - a straight A, honor roll student taking all AP classes. I was even accepted to the University of Washington on an early acceptance with a plan to study English Literature. I was the dream child every parent wished for; in all but one aspect of my life, that is.
See there was this girl, Angela Weber. She was my best friend since the first grade. I started to see her in a different light when we were around twelve. The summer between sixth and seventh grade was when it all changed. One night, at one of our many sleepovers, she kissed me. Her lips…God her lips were so soft! It took me by surprise that she felt the same way I did. I remember, as if it was yesterday, running my tongue across her lips asking her to deepen the kiss. She was sweet, a taste really indescribable. We had both been left breathless.
For months, all we did was kiss. The turning point came the weekend before school was scheduled to start. I was spending the night with Angela and the only other people in the house were her older sister, Jessica, and Jessica's boyfriend. We had caught them making out with very little clothes on. We slipped away unseen back up to Angela's room where we started kissing, just like we always did. However, this time it turned more frenzied. I pulled her shirt off and started kissing down her soft, sweet neck. My mouth made its way to her perky breast. I had taken the luscious mound in my mouth and swirled, my tongue around her nipple. The sound that escaped from her lips had my panties soaked.
That night we groped each other relentlessly. We both knew we wanted more.
Not long after that, we made love to each other, every chance we got. We couldn't keep our hands off of each other. Every private moment we had was filled with touching and teasing. She knew what my body wanted, just like I knew her body.
A few weeks after my sixteenth birthday, everything changed. My parents walked in on us. Ang & I were topless with our hands fondling, searching for more. They were livid and far from accepting to say the least. They didn't care we were both still attracted to guys. Since Ang's parents were more accepting of us, they let me stay with them when my parents kicked me out that same night.
Good news came when I found out from my school counselor, that I could graduate early at the end of the school year.
So here I sit, waiting to meet three strangers. The whole point of the meeting was to see if we could get along and live together. I have no plans to tell them my age or about my past relationship, unless I have to. Would they want a roommate who is bisexual or a lesbian?
What was I? I had only ever been with Angela, never a guy. Did that make me a lesbian? Or was I bi? Yes, I had found men that were attractive, even some that were very enticing. I guess that makes me bi, at least until I experiment with a man to find out.
Someone knocking on my window brought me out of my trance. Oh my! She is smoking hot! Standing to her full height, about three inches shorter than me, her hair is jet black and spiky in the back. And her eyes! Her eyes are incredible - ice blue and endless.
God, I hope she is into girls! I could do her right now - just looking at her makes me wet…
Focus Bella! No screwing the hot pixie in the Starbucks parking lot! She smiles at me and steps away from the door. I smile back and climb out of the truck.
"Hi, you must be Bella!" She bounces.
Spunky and hot! Look at her chest bounce! I could make them bounce…
Damn, Bella! Focus!
"Hi, you must be Alice." I smile and shake her hand. If this is going to be my roommate, I would be having some serious wet dreams. I wonder what the other two look like? Are they all girls? If they are, I will be so screwed and in heaven at the same time.
"That's me" she giggles. That giggle makes me want to throw her down to the ground and take her right here!
"Um, do you want to get some coffee and talk? Maybe you can tell me about the other roommates?" I ask, trying not to sound as nervous as I feel.
"Oh, the guys are already waiting inside" she smiles.
Guys, huh? Well there goes the all girl fantasy.
I follow Alice into the coffee shop where she waves to two very handsome men sitting at one of the back tables. I couldn't get a very good look from here, but I would be getting a closer view soon enough.
I really need a place to stay. I don't have much money since my scholarship only pays so much for housing and food. My grades had scored me a full ride to UW.
I place my order while she bounces over to the two guys. While I wait for mine to be ready, Alice places her order. When they call out my drink order, we both reach for it. Apparently, we both ordered the same exact thing - a Venti Caramel Macchiato with extra caramel. This could be a sign, a very good sign. She makes me feel comfortable. It feels right, when she hooks her arm through mine to lead me to the table.
The closer we get to the table, the more I take in. One of the guys has the most beautiful bronze color hair and emerald green eyes. My body immediately wants to drift to his side. Wow! That's never happened before. The intense pull I feel shocks me. Maybe I am bi.
The other one has blond hair and deep blue denim eyes that remind me of my favorite pair of dark wash jeans. I can feel that pull again, but nowhere near as strong as to the emerald eyes that caught my attention first. Eyes are the window to the soul. All three of them entice my body…Focus. It's a must right now, Bella.
I wonder if they feel it too? It would be great if they did. Fate even? It was as if I have a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other. Damn Angela and all her talk about fate! I never believed in that kind of stuff, but she did whole heartedly. Fate, soul mates, whatever she believed it. She had this undying faith in knowing a person would always meet their soul mate. I personally thought it to be bullshit.
"Edward. Jasper. This is Bella." Alice smiles happily as she points each of them out to me.
"Hi Bella," Edward smiles as he stands to shake my hand. It feels almost as if he shocks me, but very pleasantly. The shock goes from head to toe.
"Hello Bella," Jasper says sweetly with a hint of a southern accent. He shakes my hand as well and then kisses Alice softly.
We sit and drink our coffee while they ask a few questions here and there. I manage to avoid the age question all together. By the time, we are almost done with our coffee, I feel like I have known them for years. I feel some kind of connection with them that I can't place. Maybe it was watching how close they all are. They have known each other for years and are more like family.
I decide to give them a moment alone and excuse myself to the bathroom, where I wash my hands and check my hair. Wanting to give them enough time to talk about their decision, I even touch up my lip-gloss and reposition my bra. I really like them and want that room. Finally, after a minute of just standing there I make my way back to the table where they are all smiling happily.
"So Bella, when can you move in?" Jasper, smiles at me.
"Really?" I squeaked out.
"Yes, we think you are perfect!" Alice bounces. The bouncing again draws my attention to her perky chest.
The next few minutes are filled with details about the house. There are five bedrooms and three and a half bathrooms. The plan is to turn the extra bedroom into a study room for all of us. We are only about three blocks from campus, which makes me love the place already. I usually over sleep, so being so close will be perfect for me.
"So how long will it take you to move in?" Edward asks.
"It won't take but a few minutes really. I don't have that much, and it's all in my truck already. So whenever is fine with me" I smile at him.
"Well, move in today!" Alice squeals and jumps up to hug me. Don't grab her ass. Don't grab her ass!
I can't help but tense up at the impact of her. She is so soft, yet toned. I will have to ditch these boy shorts, as they are completely soaked now!
Alice quickly decides to ride with me, so I won't get lost. Smirking, Alice and Jasper tell me Edward drives like a maniac. We follow the guys out to a silver Volvo where Jasper kisses her softly again, and I find myself jealous. I quickly recover when he hugs me. The feel of his muscular chest against my breast is not helping my situation any. Edward has an odd look on his face when I pull away from Jasper. Is that a smirk?
He quickly turns his odd expression to a smile. He steps closer to me, a little hesitantly.
Is he scared I'll bite?
I would consider it…
FOCUS! He just wants a simple hug, not for me to hump his leg or go all Dracula on him.
Somehow, I manage to shake the insane thoughts. He wraps his arms around me, and I am a goner. The shock from earlier is nothing compared to the burn I feel wherever our bodies are touching. His chest is chiseled perfectly.
I want to scrape my nails softly down his washboard abs.
That's it! These cute little boy shorts are gone now.
Is it possible for panties to disintegrate completely?
He quickly pulls away and smiles. My body misses the burn caused from his. I offer a small smile to go along with the blush I know is creeping up. I turn and walk to my truck.
Once I am in the truck, I take a few deep breaths to calm my nerves. When Alice climbs in a minute later her scent washes over me, making me tense up. She is wearing a light hint of perfume, but it doesn't mask her natural scent. She is mouthwatering - sweet and citrusy.
I wonder if she tastes as good as she smells?
My mind is working, overtime now. Alice is clearly involved with Jasper so why would she ever be interested in women? And what's with all these feelings?
"So Bella, do you like to shop?" her smile immediately turning bright.
"I'm not a huge shopping fan. Only certain things make me want to" I smile back at her.
"Oh, like what? I love to shop!" she is bouncing again. She seems really hyper.
I can handle the bouncing if it were on my…
OK, not where my brain needs to be going when I am in a tight space with just her.
I bet something else on her is tight too.
The first thing I am unpacking is my vibrator!
"Um, shoes?" I offer since I don't want to tell her about my fetish for lingerie. The shoe part is right enough, but I don't buy them to match my outfits. I like my shoes to match my lingerie.
"I LOVE shoes! We have to go shoe shopping!" she giggles.
"Ok" I reply. I need a new pair to go with my latest corset anyway.
She points me in the right direction of the house since Edward and Jasper quickly disappeared, leaving Alice and I behind.
"I told you he drives like a maniac. I think he has a lead foot," she laughs.
"I see. My old truck won't keep up" I laugh back.
Before too long, we arrive at the house, and Alice gives me a walk through before we unload my boxes. We are using the master bedroom on the first floor as the study. All the rooms are huge since it is an older house. My room is already furnished with a huge bed, a dresser and a chest of drawers. I can even put a desk in my room if I save enough money or get a part time job.
I started unpacking immediately and have almost everything, but my clothes put away when Alice comes in.
"Oh goody clothes!" she says happily.
"Clothes fetish much?" I laugh.
"Oh yeah, I love clothes Bella" she giggles.
"I will keep that in mind" I wink.
"Can I help?"
"Sure, if you want," shrugging, "It's just my boring clothes left."
Laughing and talking the whole time, we make it through my jeans, tops and pajamas before she reaches for the two boxes holding my lingerie.
"Um… let me do those two" I smile.
"Oh no! I have seen everything so far, I get to see the rest" she giggles and runs to the other side of the room with a box.
"It's your funeral" I shrug. This wasn't exactly what I had in mind when I wanted her to play with my underwear.
"Kinky, Bella!" She laughs as she pulls out my purple corset with black stitching, bows and garter belt.
"Ok, don't make fun of it" I pout.
"Oh trust me, I'm not. I just may ask to borrow it" she winks and tosses it to me. The thought of her in this is very enticing.
I would probably rip it off of her!
That wouldn't do me any good. I would have to replace it and probably go to jail for taking an innocent straight woman.
"Ok enough playing with my lingerie" I laugh.
"Wait! Who's playing with who's what?" Jasper pops his head in the door. Alice and I both die laughing. The look on his face is hysterical. He is smiling and his mouth is gaping open at the same time. "Ok, I am going back downstairs to watch a movie. You two want to come along or play with each other's panties some more?"
"Holy cow!" Edward yells from the hall. "What did I miss?" he says, almost pushing Jasper out of the way. Alice and I are laughing even more now. "Tease" he mutters and goes back out the door.
Jasper follows Edward out while muttering something about "hot tease".
"Well, I think this will be interesting," Alice, laughs.
"Yeah, very" I laugh too.
"Come on let's go watch the movie," she says and pulls me out of the room with her.
We agree to order pizza after the movie since Alice wants to have a little "Welcome to the House" party. The movie isn't really my cup of tea. I prefer the classics and romantics, not action and dramatic f/x. When the movie is over, Jasper orders the pizza and brings us all a few beers.
We are all sitting on the floor talking, laughing, eating and drinking. From time to time, Alice and Jasper kiss.
Damn I would not mind kissing either of them. I could kiss all three of them actually. They are all fine in my book.
At some point, I lean back against the couch which brings me closer to Edward. Even without us touching, I can still feel the tingling and burning sensation. I think he can feel it too, because I catch him staring at me.
"So Bella, how many boyfriends have you had?" he asks suddenly.
"None" I shrug.
"What? A beautiful girl like you has never had a boyfriend? You have to be joking."
I can feel Jasper and Alice are looking at me while I blush at all the sudden attention. I now want to crawl in a hole and escape.
"Bella you don't have to be scared. We won't think less of you for never having a boyfriend." Edward smiles sweetly at me.
"Guys back in Arizona never thought much of me," I say honestly.
"Well, I don't see how they could look at you and not see how beautiful you are," he replies.
I am at the point now that not only do I want to escape to a hole, but also I wanted to die in said hole.
"Edward, you have known me for what five hours now? How can you say that?" I am trying to recover from some of my embarrassment.
"Ok honestly, from the moment you walked into Starbucks, I wanted to kiss you and then when you shook my hand, I wanted it all the more. That's saying a lot for me. I am never like that." he lets out a little sigh.
So he feels it too. What're these strange burning and tingling? It is almost like electricity when we touch. I want to taste his lips more than anything, but if he kisses me, he will know I wasn't truthful. I didn't lie, exactly; I just left out a few pieces of information.
Yes I have never had a boyfriend. However, I have had a girlfriend for the past four years. How can any guy want me after that?
I stand and hurry up the stairs to my room where I slam the door and throw myself on the bed.
Ok, so this isn't a hole, but it will have to do for now.
I'm not sure, how long I lay there until I hear the door open gently and then someone softly walking to the bed. As soon as he sits on the bed, I know it is Edward. The electricity in the air is flowing strong. His hands go to my back, rubbing up and down softly over my tight t-shirt.
"Bella, I'm sorry if I embarrassed you or made you mad…I really do want to kiss you," he whispers.
"I know you didn't mean to. It's just I don't want you to think I am lying to you…If you kissed me…I have been kissed before, just not by a guy" I sigh. It feels good to finally say it out loud.
"There isn't anything wrong with that," he says. His voice is stronger now. I still can't look at him though.
When he pleads, "Look at me please," I cave and roll over. His voice is just so soft and understanding. His eyes are soft, caring and full of concern. I don't know where the concern is coming from.
Is he scared I only like girls?
"Edward, I want you to know that I have always liked both girls and guys. I just haven't had a chance with a guy." I want to be honest with him - I don't know, why, but I do.
With a playful look on his face now, he smirks "I never said you only liked girls, did I?"
"Come on, let's go back downstairs and finish the pizza and a few more beers" he winks.
"I think I'd rather stay here and let Alice, and Jasper, have their space" I smile.