He loved me. He really loved me! I always thought that it was just a little crush that he had on me, nothing big and that always made me want to hide my feelings about him as he didn't feel the same way as I did about him. That was why I stayed with Stefan he was the safe option he would never break my heart because I was never in love with him! But know that I know that Damon feels the same way as I do about him how am I supposed to keep myself from wanting to be with him more?
"And because I love you, I can't be selfish with you. God I wish you didn't have to forget this."
Forget what, that he loved me but wait I loved him to. Why would he make me forget without even asking me first how I felt? He leant down to kiss me and before I could stop myself I grabbed his shirt and brought his lips down onto mine. All too soon however he stopped the kiss.
"Elena we can't do this" Damon said going and sitting on my bed. Why did he have to choose now to have a conscience?
"You come here and tell me you love me, I kiss you and it is wrong did come here for a joke or something. I thought for a moment there I thought that you were the Damon that I was friends with. I was obviously wrong, so just get out." I tried getting out my room when Damon was suddenly in front of me blocking my only exit.
"Elena of course I love you, but I can't be with you, I don't deserve you but my brother does."
"Don't get a say in who I want to be with?" I asked getting angrier every second.
"You already made you choice long ago that you wanted to be with Stefan. And that is why I have to compel you, so you forget everything that I have just told you." I could see him getting ready to compel me and without thinking I blurted out
"I love you!"