It was raining as I walked quietly into the Cullen's empty house. Everything was in place, like just before they left. I nearly broke down then. I walked over to Edward's grand piano and sat down on the bench. I was abruptly overwhelmed by my memories.
*Flashback* Edward playing my lullaby for me. I sat by him as he played it for me. It was the sweetest thing I ever heard. *End of flashback*
*Flashback* my birthday party. Edward gave me a CD of his playing. I got a paper cut and Jasper attacked. Edward pushed me backward into the piano. The plates cut me deeply. Edward looked in pain as Carlisle took the glass out of my arm and stitched me up. *End of Flashback*
I snapped out of my reverie and stared at the piano. I slowly began to play a song. It was What Hurts the Most. I began to sing also.
I can take the rain on the roof of your empty house That don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upset me
There are days every now and then I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most?
Is being so close
And having so much to say
Watching you run away
Never knowing
What could have been?
Never seeing that love in you
It's what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see my old friends and I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would change, what I say, in my heart that I left unspoken
What hurts the most?
Is being so close
And having so much to say
Watching you run away
Never knowing
What could have been?
Never seeing that love in you
It's what I was trying to do
My sobs broke off my singing. I heard someone open the door and saw Jacob Black standing there. He ran to me and hugged me while I cried. He drove me home and brought me to Charlie. He told Charlie about my crying and Charlie hugged me while I sobbed. After that I went to my bedroom and went to sleep, still sobbing.