Disclaimer I do not own Harry Potter:( This is my first story so please be nice. Mentions of suicide I don't mean any harm so if you don't like it don't read it.
Chapter 1:
Dear Diary,
Have you ever disappointed your parents so badly that your whole family ices you out? I, Rose Weasley have. I remembered when it happened. Instead of being sorted into Gryffindor, I got sorted into the enemy house. Slytherin. After that my whole family became distant. I got teased and ridiculed from my parents and my huge extended family. I was the only Weasley to not be sorted into Gryffindor. I was a disappointment. I was the black sheep.
Now I'm a sixth year perfect. My family didn't even notice or congratulate me. Instead, they put all of their attention on Hugo making Keeper. It sickens me. All I ever wanted was to be loved. But that won't ever happen. I have a few friends in Slytherin but my best friend is Scorpius Malfoy. He is always there for me but it stopped when he started going out with Lilly. She made him join the dark side. I haven't spoken to him in months. Sure I have some friends but they don't get me like Scorpius. I've been a shell of a person lately and no one cares. They don't notice and they don't even try. I'm sick of this place and I'm sick of the world. That's why I'm planning on ending it. Tomorrow after everyone is asleep, I'm going to do it.
I'm in the prefects bathroom. I have everything ready. All I need to do is write a note.
Dear Family and Everyone else,
I, Rose Weasley have decided to take my life. I'm sick of not being loved. It isn't my fault I got sorted into Slytherin. I'm not dark or evil. I just have ambition. I'm not sorry that I disappointed my family. I'm disappointed in them. I'm looking at you my so-called family. You abandoned me when I needed you the most. I was just a kid. I needed my family to support me and love me. I didn't deserve you to exclude me, tease me, bully me, and not love me. I needed you and you let me down! And Scorpius, you shouldn't have just abandoned me and took Lilly's side when you started dating her. You were my best friend. You were my hope and light in the darkness of my life. You used to support me, comfort me, and love me as a friend. But then you left me. You left me for someone who you knew caused me harm. What kind of friend and person does that? I guess you know the answer to that. And I guess my family knows the answer to that as well. I love you all still even though you inflicted so much harm onto me. You have that on you conscience.
Love and Hate,
Rose Weasley
It was done. I put the parchment down near the ledge. I grab the shiny blade. The blade that will end my existence. It feels slippery and cold. Cold just like me. Its sharp and new. I slide it down my wrists. The sharp sting of the sliced flesh makes me grimace. Slowly the blood is making its way into the tub of water. It looks sort of cool in a disturbing way. My blood is staining the tub red. I'm getting dizzy. The bathroom is starting to get a bit blurry and fuzzy. I lean my head against the cool marble ledge and relax. Soon it will be over and I will too.
" My old life is history. And so am I." I murmured.