Not Now
By: Jeffs chica
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone mentioned in this story nor does it reflect anyone mentioned life styles or sexual orientation.
(Written from Raven's POV)
I lay on this bed in this hotel room after my match my muscles ache, pro wrestling may not be 100 percent real but does take a toll on the body and mind after 20 years of wrestling. I've spent the past hour and a half flip through the channels nothing to watch .So I turn off the T.V. and l lie back on the bed hoping it will some ease of the tension in my aching muscles . Then just as I get comfortable there is a knock at the door. I say come in keeping my eyes closed while the door opens .I hear a deep sigh I immediately know who it is. Then he says "Scotty……Scotty I need you I really do." choking back a sob .I open my eyes and I see him there his desperately trying not to cry….the way he always does. This happens every time I cheat on him with Stevie. I tell him I'm sorry
but I just can't help it. I can't resist Stevie Richards I never could. Then I say I'm sorry he says he's leaving he goes to his friend Jeff Hardy's room for about two days. Then he comes back to me and says he needs me and I take his pitiful ass back, but not this time. I'm done playing his stupid childish games. I mean he is a great kid and all but we need to just be friend maybe even friends with occasional benefits but nothing more, not now. This sexual insanity has been going on for too long ,Maybe in a few years when I'm ready to settle down and be in a relationship but now like I said he's a great kid but he has some issue he needs to work out and so do I. We'll always have trust issue especially when it comes to Stevie. A thing I have to admit its hard Stevie being my friend and my occasional lover/ ex-boyfriend of seven years/first real boyfriend. I really do love punk but I need to be single right now. I wonder what punk would do if he found out not only have I cheated on him with Stevie but with most of his friends also, Jeff Hardy, Shannon Moore, Shane Helms, Jimmy Jacobs and my old friend Chris Jericho the list goes on and on. I know it would break his fragile heart that's why I can't bring myself to tell him and I know they won't. But I know my cheating
on him with Stevie hurts more than all the others combined because he know Stevie and I have a emotional connection that he and I won't ever have do to the fact of are short and already checkered past there for creating a huge lack of trust. But we always end up in each others arms causing me once again to run back to my first love my sweet little Stevie.
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The next chapter will be a little pre-quel to this capter
