I can't bring myself to hate that girl. Dislike perhaps, envy
definitely. But I cannot hate her. To do so would be to hate my former
self, the self that felt things other than the need to destroy another
being's life. Kagome is my former self, the self that held Inu Yasha and
gently petted his ears.
I watch her carry out that task now, he's leaning against a tree, she holds the dozing kitsune in one arm and the other is reached out to lovingly stroke the puppy ears. It is a tender sight and it takes all my will power not to rush down from this tree and slaughter them all.
I don't hate Kagome, but I do want her dead. I don't want to be reminded of how I fell in love with that damnable Hanyou, and love him still. I don't want to be reminded.
I do love him. I asked him to join me in Hell because I thought he loved me as well. I can't exist on earth without the souls of innocents, in Hell, he and I could be in union, harming no-one. As is, our actions harm many, including one another. Especially one another.
I don't hate her, but every time I see them I feel envy of unimaginable measure. She is the person I used to be, and if she is me, then I must question what am I now?
Author's notes- I think it's fairly obvious who this is. Kikyo isn't one of my favorite characters, but she does deserve some sympathy. InuYasha and all related characters belong to Rumiko Takahashi. Reviews appreciated.
I watch her carry out that task now, he's leaning against a tree, she holds the dozing kitsune in one arm and the other is reached out to lovingly stroke the puppy ears. It is a tender sight and it takes all my will power not to rush down from this tree and slaughter them all.
I don't hate Kagome, but I do want her dead. I don't want to be reminded of how I fell in love with that damnable Hanyou, and love him still. I don't want to be reminded.
I do love him. I asked him to join me in Hell because I thought he loved me as well. I can't exist on earth without the souls of innocents, in Hell, he and I could be in union, harming no-one. As is, our actions harm many, including one another. Especially one another.
I don't hate her, but every time I see them I feel envy of unimaginable measure. She is the person I used to be, and if she is me, then I must question what am I now?
Author's notes- I think it's fairly obvious who this is. Kikyo isn't one of my favorite characters, but she does deserve some sympathy. InuYasha and all related characters belong to Rumiko Takahashi. Reviews appreciated.