My heart

I feel so empty inside

Like something is missing

But I don't know what or why

When I figure what it is …

I get scared, runaway, and/or hide

I tried using the easy way out

But that just made everything worse

I tried "repairing" what was lost and false

I tried everything in between

But nothing seemed to work

I tried explaining it, saying it, writing it too

But all my efforts seem to be in vain

Because everything stays the same

And I don't know how to fix it

So I continue to grieve by myself

'Till my days end

To Be Continued ………