"What! What are you saying?
You cant go, it was just a scratch, don't do this. I can be more careful", I begged him, almost on my knees.
Edward's face was emotionless and cold. It looked hard, like the beautiful marble it felt like.
He was leaving me. He said it was for the best. ]
I could move on with my life, have a family, a real life, and he could do what he does best and be a vampire.
"We live in two different worlds, it wont work, you are better off without me", he kept saying.
As devastating as the words were, his voice was still beautiful.
I'm on my knee's in the dirt, I cant see for the tears.
I have no energy left to beg anymore. He doesn't love me as I love him.
The beautiful cold lips kiss my forehead one last time and he beg's me to go straight home on the path behind me and never look back.
With one sweet last breath he say's " I love you Bella", and he was gone.
It didn't feel as if I fell asleep, but as I woke, the rain was coming down heavy as if its sole purpose was to hold me down and drown my thoughts.
I try to get up, I have to get home, Charlie will be worried by now, but my wet cloths are so heavy I don't have the strength to get up.
I feel like my heart has frozen over, it feels like cement, cold, jagged and heavy.
How will I every go on with out my love. I will never see his beautiful eyes again.
Its cold, I just don't want to think or feel anymore, I close my eyes…
I know time has passed as I hear my name being called.
I feel the cold creeping into my body and I hear my heartbeat slowly fade away as the rain is heavy again.
I don't know who is calling my name but it stops after awhile.
I wake hearing my name being called through sobs and screams.
"Where are they?" I think, "I'm here, I'm fine!"
The rain has stopped, the sun peaking through the tree's.
Did I spend the night out here? I still feel cold and heavy.
"BELLA you promised me".
There it is again. I turn around and there is my beautiful Edward.
He came back for me, but he is standing there with some one in his arms.
Is she hurt, I wonder.
She hangs in his arms, so limp her once beautiful hair is wet and filled with earth.
Her skin is so pale. She looks familiar. I feel connected to her not knowing why.
He cries again, each sob rips through me.
"Bella don't leave me," he cries.
"But you left me," I say.
"I'm here," I reassure him.
He looks right at me and whispers "My beautiful Bella. I will see you in the next life".
The next life, is he leaving me again?
I cant take this anymore, the pain is too much.
I move closer and closer to him and this girl, its like looking in the mirror.
I feel broken, wishing I was in his arms.
My God I am in his arms.
He did come back for me..