Whispered Confessions
Disclaimer: I do not own Zoey 101.
Rating: K
AN: This is still going by the show, like how everyone is and everything. Everything that has happened in the show has happened with just a little more added on. It sounds confusing, I know, but once you read it you'll understand...I hope!
Quinn's POV
I was sitting in chemistry directy in front of him. Today was the same as just about every other day since we broke up. We've hardly spoken at all in the month we haven't been together. He's gone his way and I've gone mine. Am I happy? No, not really. Even though it was mostly my decision to break-up, it hurt then and it still does.
We just got where we found our relationship almost impossible to keep secret anymore. Both of us were just too afraid to let anyone find out about us. What would people think? I mean honestly, the smartest girl in school dating the hottest AND most popular guy in school. Impossible! We knew no one would understand, so when we thougoht we couldn't stand not being able to kiss or hug or even hold hands in public any longer and we were still too afraid of what people would think of us, I suggested we take a "break." It wasn't what I wanted and by the look on his face, I'm guessing it wasn't what he wanted either.
We promised we'd still be friends and at the time I thought we would, but it got to be too awkward and we just talked occasionally. I've tried to move on and I thought I was doing pretty well with it, but then he has to go and say something sweet and have every memory of us come flooding back into my mind. The worst part is, I can't even tell my best friends why I'm so upset. Today in chemistry (remember I sit in front of him) our teacher began to talk all about, well, chemistry. Since mine and Logan's desks are touching, I can feel his every move. I felt him lean forward and I tensed instantly. He stayed that way for only a second before he started to whisper things that only the two of us could hear.
"You know, I can't ever get you off my mind. You have the prettiest brown eyes I've ever seen. You're the nicest and sweetest person I've ever met. You're gorgeous. You always smell so good; just like peppermints. I love how you do your hair, you know with all the braids. You're the weirdest person I know, and yet somehow, the best."
When he got done talking, I turned around with tears in my eyes.
"I still like you. A lot."
I know it was lame, but it was the best I could do.
"Miss Pensky," the teacher asked when he noticed me turned around, "is there something that you and Mr. Reese would like to share with the class?"
I began to shake my head no, but Logan said yes and stood up. Then he grabbed my hand and pulled me up next to him.
"Quinn and I are dating. Again."
Logan then squeezed my hand and sat back down as I did the same. Our teacher rolled his eyes and all the students began to look at each other and whisper. We were talked about for weeks, but now it's pretty much back to normal. People still gossip about us now and then, but we are ok wtih it. Our friends actually weren't as shocked as we thought they'd be. They were really great about everything. As for Logan and I, well we're perfect!
