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Title: Number Nineteen: Gray
Summary: Kenny realizes something.
Warnings: PWP (Kinda)OOC
Written By: Shino
Inspired By: . . . . Kenny?
Comments: Okay, so if you ever notice that I'm coping something already written, tell me, I don't have internet but an hour a day so I don't have tons of time to read FF (at least not with DA always having a ton of things for me to look at D:) I don't want to copy stuff. . . . Cause that's not fun. . . . Or cool.
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Number Nineteen: Gray
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I never thought I'd see the day where I actually died.
But, it happened, and I actually stayed dead.
Well, sorta.
After I died of my terminal illness, I went to Hell, like always, then I was sent to Heaven, like always, then something different happened, I was sent somewhere else.
I don't even know the name for it.
It was nothing.
Just a dull grey all around me.
And I just floated around.
Or maybe I didn't move at all.
No one around.
No thing around.
No nothing.
And I stayed there nearly going mad.
All I had to do was think about my life.
Escape into an illusion.
Until, after what seemed like an eternity, I jolted back to life, and found myself in my room, staring at a blood stained wall.
And all I could think about was how bleak my life really was.
How I was just the middle man.
The disposable friend.
The forgettable lover.
Only there when desirable to others.
Gone when I wasn't.
I was nothing.
Always would be nothing.
And that would never change.
I am just the grey fading in and out as other pleased.
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