something forgotten

You're drowning.

You can't breathe.

He's down on one knee, a diamond in a box.

Your lips are saying yes, your head is saying yes.

But your heart, you don't know what it's saying.

You love him, he made the sun shine in at your darkest moments.

He loves you, you made the sun shine in at his darkest moments.

There's nobody else for the two of you.

Well, there is.

But they loved each other more than they ever loved the two of you.

Things got messy, and your mascara ran and he held your hand through it all.

And you held his in return when he needed it.

He's grinning, lips pressed against yours.

i love you i love you i love you

Murmur it again and again until your lips ache, and your heart aches.

Until all you remember is that you love him.

Until nothing else matters.

Until you forget about the boy that broke your heart, and the girl that broke his.

Until you forget about the twisted square that stretched on for what was forever.

Everything's going to be okay, it's always okay when Nate is around.

And now he's going to be around forever.

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Authors Note: Lol nobody's going to read this. If you are by some miracle, don't get your hopes up for the first chapter being published soon. I have exams coming up and it's the first time I'll be doing them, luckily they aren't big but they're big for my year. And I also have camp prep. for the end of the year, along with a social life *gasp* idk why I feel sarcastic rn. Everything is already planned for this, and it'll be saddity sad sad. I know the endgames for all characters and nothing can change my mind, kay. Murder mysteries are my favourite, so that'll be a plot in this. A lot of this story will be told in flashbacks, as that is basically the story I want to tell but it's set on the day of a wedding. Wow this is a long authors note but if anybody is reading then they'll need to know this. Also, this is set pre-present day but post-flashback land. Make sense?

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