Okay, so since I've been feeling even sicker after doing yard work, I've been having an NCIS: LA mini marathon. Gotten through 11 episodes so far, whoop whoop. I'm watching em in order too. So fun :p, so that's the backstory on this one shot. I'm watching Vengeance and as soon as Hetty said, you've got the car to yourself again, got me thinking and with all the Densi I've seen today, I couldn't resist.
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Silent Ride
It's been getting worse and alot harder to just keep playing along. It's so hard being beside Kensi and not being able to kiss her. She's invading every aspect of my life. I'm literally going insane. I blink and I see her smile, I sleep and all I see is the two of us together, I open my eyes and there she is in front of me. I know we have a thing and it's so hard to deny anymore. I've already slipped up twice and called her my girl as well as admitted we have a thing to her face. If this keeps going on, I'm pretty sure I'm going to explode. And now we have another long drive to a crime scene and I know I'll break if I'm alone in that car with her. I need to be by myself again. To try and figure this out. I know the quickest way to get Kensi riding with the guys is to start singing and it works like a charm. I just wish I wouldn't still be plagued with her scent in the car. It's intoxicating and only serves to drive me mad. I want her so bad and yet I know to touch her would be dangerous to our partnership. We're both not ready for that kind of change yet. Plus, I don't even know how Kensi feels. I can only hope she feels what I feel, but she'll never show me a glimpse of what she feels for me. Just before I get out of the car, I look over to her and silently pray to have her one day.
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