Death of the Soul

Chapter 1: Tears Flowing and Memories commencing

By Kitty Tasuki

The pools of blood surround me

the gun drops from my hands

the friends around me do not understand.

I look at them with no sorrow

" you think the world is your own playhouse, you think my life is easy,

what you see when your at my place is not real life,

The yelling

the fighting

and the fact that if were to leave no one would care."

I slowly walked to the door no one can stop me

I start to run and then

collapse from all the hate inside

I bleed upon the grass as the b

lood disappears into hell and the body is left for forever

By Yours truly Kitty Tasuki

" I can't go on with my life."

" Yes you can. Don't say stuff like that."

Sitting on the edge of the bed were two best friends, Harry Potter and Nami Masca. Deep in a depression problem, Nami doesn't want to go on with life any more. Harry doesn't want to see his friend die. Trying everything in his power, he will not let her die. At least not any time soon.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1 month later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The tears just keep coming. Nothing will ever bring them to stopping. Not even the will of God. Found dead with slit wrists and a wand at her side, Nami had killed herself. Harry Potter had no way of stopping her. Pressing his hand to her cold, damp face. He mumbled from out of the tears, I Love You. Leaving her was the hardest thing in his life that he had to do. The lowering of the casket was the saddest thing ever. Friends and Family all attend the funeral. Harry was just about to leave when someone had caught his eye. It was a young girl about his age. Her chestnut hair flowed in the wind. Her eyes were like the ocean' s evening tide. Her fair skin looked like an olive. Hidden behind the blackness of her clock, was the ray of sunshine. Harry suddenly ran up to her and took her hand. She looked like she was about to fall over from crying so much. She finally turned her head. Looking into the green of Harry eyes, she stopped crying.

" Do I know you from somewhere?" She questioned.

" Umm, I don't believe we have met." he replied.

"O sorry, you just like someone I know."

"It's ok. So did you know Nami?"

" Yes, I'm her cousin from across the seas. My name is Ashen."

" Nice to meet you. I'm Harry."

After shaking hands, Ashen turned to leave. Harry had grabbed her wrist. Looking bewildered. He asked her if there was any way of contacting her. As she shook her head no. She looked away. Letting go of her wrist, he was sadden that there was no way of ever talking to her again. Little did he know that they would be seeing each other very soon.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2 years later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Harry woke up to the pounding of rain. He had been sleeping on the train, which was leading to Hogwarts.

Hermione was in the head girl and head boy compartment. Ron was off visiting his love. So deciding that he was all alone, Harry had fallen asleep. It was his last year at Hog warts. Feeling proud that he made it this far he had decided to take it easy this year.

Arriving in the Great Hall, first years were lining up to be sorted. Mrs. Mcgonagall had mentioned that a new 7th year would be joining Harry's house. Harry was sitting talking to Ron when this was mentioned. Turning to see who it was, a cold feeling began to feel his heart. He remembered this girl. It was Ashen. Walking to the seat at the end of the table, she looked in his way. A cold stare he was given. Many memories came flooding his head that night. The death of everyone he ever knew, came back to haunt him. He couldn't sleep, all he kept thinking about was her.


LINKIN PARK LYRICS

"Figure.09"

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go

(And then)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

The disclaimer: I do not own anything. Only J.K Rowling owns this stuff I'm using. SO don't sue cause you just lose more then you gain in the lawsuits.

Kitty: Hi everyone! As you now I have been busy with school and such but so far I have had time to post two new stories plus the other chapter to The Love in the Darkness. So please review my stories.

Harry: Kitty's best friend and beta, Addie. Has written her own story too. It's call the Fires of Heaven. Trust me it's real good.

Ashen: Kitty's other friend Raine has also written a story. Her penname is stormingraine. The only bad thing about her story is that she let us beta it but never used the beta version. So we have been bugging her about that.

Kitty: Well thanks for coming and hope to see you all very soon. Since I'm home sick and have 8 hours to write stories, so probably there might be at least 2 chapters up for each story. Bye bye.