Notes

Hello everyone well this is my frist fan fiction story. and its just something im ganna try. this is after Yuki gets back from New York and well you'll just have to read it and see what happens. if there is any wrong info/spelling plz tell me and i'll get right on it. Plz if you'd be so kind as to revife this and give me any idea's then i can make this the best fan fiction that it can be.

Capter 1

When will it all end?

As Shuichi wached his lover sleep he started to think"Its been 3 month's since Yuki's come home and he's still not quite himself...Why does it seem like he's hideing something?"Yuki flutterd his eyes a littel and Shuichi got starteld. "is he asleep or is he trying to get me started?" Shuichi leand to his lovers face and just as he thought Yuki opend his eyes and said "You know you are a real perv." Shuichi got all flusterd that he fell off the bed and Yuki just wached him and then said "You know ever since i got back you'v been all over me. why am i not suprized?" "Well you have been colder then normal. did something happen in New York?" Yuki just turen and said "im going to work on my Novel now." As Yuki was walking out he thought to him self "Am i really that much colder? well its none of his bussnies anyways"

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As Yuki started to typ he was for some reson really cold. "Why in the hell do i get like this when ever that lil brat opens his mouth?" As Yuki was lost in thought he did'et relize he was typing Shuichi's name on the com. "DAMN!!" he was so cought up in thought he also did'et hear the door opening "Seems you are haveing writes block Eari-san." Yuki did'et even glance at Tohma "What do you wont Tohma?" "Oh! nothing." He smiled so kindly to Yuki."Just thought i'd stop by to check on you. I mean you did have a hard time when you came back from New York." Yuki Started to get anoyed. "Tohma if you dont mined i have to finish this befor tommarow...So...LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"Tohma just smiled amd said as he was about to leave "You know Shindo-san has been veay worried and well just thought you'd like to know." Tohma left befor Yuki could bitch at him. "maybe i should try to make it up to that littel brat."

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"OK PEOPLE LISEN UP!" K was talking about the gig that they were ganna be doing next week when Hiro saw that Shuichi was sulking."Hey! whats wrong Shu?" Shuichi just sighed and said "Yuki hates me. what eals is new?" Hiro just smiled and said "You know you two are like an old coupel." Shuichi was not laughing. "Oh! what do you know about me and that man. Anyways its not like i did'et see this comeing when he got back." K was still talking and relizes no one was lisening. So as K being the crazy american that he was he started to shot wildly in to the air. As soon as he got everyone attion he smiled and said "So as i was saying Tohma made a gig with Shuichi and Ryuichi haveing a touet at the end of the show. But, the show will be all Bad Luck." when the meeting was done Hiro said "Hey! Shuichi need a ride?" Shuichi just stode there and said "No thanks Hiro. I think im ganna take a walk" Hiro just smiled and left Suichi.

Shuichi Shindo was like any other boy. He had friends, he was cute, and he had bad grades. But somthing changed when he went to that park that night. Shuichi was haveing troubel finishing his love song. he would often go on walks to clear his mined. Sadly that night just was not his night. He almost lost his lyrics but found something much more valubel. That night he fell in love with the one person who could make him write a millon love songs. Eari Yuki. As Eari picked up thoes Love lyric's Shuichi was dazzeld by the man. He could'et think of anything but that man. Eari Yuki said in a cold blunt way "Your love song is crap and you'll never become famous with this bull shit." and he walked away with not just a cold face but with Shuichi's heart to.

When Shuichi finaly relized where he was he thought about Yuki. "Why does it seem like he does not love me? I know that he does but...i wish i could hear it. well he does have his resons." Eari Yuki had a teoubeld pass. He was Raped by the one man he loved and ever since then he's held his heart back. Shuichi knew this because Yuki told him "Yeah. i killed that man and i loved him." Shuichi wished that Yuki would be hounest but, he knew Yuki was never ganna be able to do that. "well as long as i know he loves me thats all that matters to me." Shichi did'et know it at the time but he was being wached and not by Tohma but by someone who was out to get him.

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Yuki heard the door open and knew it was Shuichi. "Hows the novel going Yuki?" Yuki just Shrugged and said "Are you here to talk and anyon or did you wont something." Shuichi was hurt by thoes cold word but just smiled and said "No just thought you'd like some compeny." Yuki waved him to sit down on the leather couch. As Shuichi sat he had found memmories of the two laying here after he had had a long day and he was hrony. Shuichi smothed his hand over the black leather and thought "how many giorls befor me have had the plasure of being in this room with Yuki." Shuichi was lost in thought when he relized that Yuki was right in front of his face. Shuichi was starteld and said in a weak voice. "Yuki?...what...ummmm..." Yuki did'et take a secont and started to remove Shuichi's cloes. Shuichi was happy but, could not get over the fackt that he was not speacil to this room and couch. Yuki was almost totaly undressed when he finaly noticed that Shuichi was not even thrilled. He sat up and said in the most blunt way possibel "You are such a brat." Shuichi was so off gaurd that he did'et even have time to grab his cloes befor Yuki tossed him into the liveing room. "DAMN! i was so horny to." Yuki was so mad that he did'et hear the faint cry's from his lover. "Why cant i ever be happy? Yuki is everthing to me but i just feel pain now."

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Well what did chu all think? I thought it was quite good (but i wrote it) anyways plz tell me what chu think and ANY idea's plz tell me cuz im just winging it all.

Aouther: Shu-chan the lost soul