I am not a very supportive person so here. A story about what meth can do to you.

Misunderstood... Judged... Bullied... hey told me that those things could be changed if I did something for them... I regretted ever giving them my trust. I almost lost everything. My home, money, lover. Even my life. I only ended up with warning from the world.

I was panting and yelling for them to give back my stuff. I was barely even running now. My sides hurt so bad and I was completely out of breath. I bent over, watching the sweat drip from my forehead to the ground. "Damn..." I was never going to get my bag back... I was on my way to class when they stopped me.

Alfred. "You givin' up?"

Gilbert. "Come on. Don't you want your bag?"

And Mathias. "We could make a deal if you want this back."

I gave them a look of confusion. "Deal...?"

Alfred motioned me to follow. I did. "So." he pushed me into the janitor's closet, locking it after the three got in. "Let's make this even better. For your bag and for us to leave you alone..." he held up a bag of what looked like candy. "Eat one."

I stared with that blank expression I usually had. "Candy?"

Mathias snickered and took one out. "Sure. Come on."

'Okay...' I took it from his hands and quickly put it in my mouth. "ACK! That tastes awful!"

"You have to swallow." Gilbert added after I spit it out. (Thank god it didn't land on the floor)

I did as I was told and shivered. "Gross..."

"Take it." Alfred threw the bag into my arms. "Later."

I raced out the door to find my lover. Im Yong Soo. He was where he always was after classes, talking to Sensei by his locker.

"Im!" I ran up to him, a big smile on my face. He just made me so happy. "Hello!"

He pushed Sensei away and hugged me tightly. "Hey darling."

I giggled and hugged him back, tighter. "Hee hee! I-" I froze. My stomach turned and something began to crawl up my throat. I pushed him back and covered my mouth.

"Eh?" he gentlely brushed some loose hairs out of my face.

I fell onto my knees and vomit began to come out of my mouth. I was shivering and in great pain. My heart felt like it was going to give out. "AMBULANCE!" everything became blank and I was out.

End of chapter 1