Bitter jealousy
"Never make a decision when you are upset, sad, jealous or in love."
Disappointment, anger, sadness all together isn't a lovely feeling. I made a promise that I would never fall in love again.
My name is Elias, I'm twelve years old, but I've been twelve for a long time now,Not sure how old i truly am though, But that isn't the issue, I'm a vampire and i have to kill to survive, i used to have a person doing the killing for me but they both passed away, one of them was my boyfriend, we met outside the apartment, he was mad and was stabbing a tree, repeating "squeal, squeal like a pig", after words we became friends, our bond was getting deeper each time we talked and spent time with each other. He asked me to go study, and i became his, he left on a train, if we wouldn't i would have been captured and killed, so we spend our years together, sadly he passed away earlier than i imagined, i could of saved him but it was to late, it was day light and they found the body before i could. I couldn't help to blame myself for letting him go, for not going after them and kill each one of them, but i couldn't, i had promised him that i wouldn't kill unless i was hungry. Now i spend my life looking at the moon as tears run down my cheeks thinking that he's in a better place.
"It's been six years already" I can't help but to cry once again.
I've been thinking to kill myself just to escape the pain i feel deep inside, i haven't yet moved on, and it feels horrible, more like i can't feel anything at all. It's like a dream that had been crushed several times and thrown away like it was nothing but trash. When i think about how useless i am without him it just hurts even more, but no one could understand, to humans, I'm just a demon. Oskar was different...he wasn't afraid of me when he found out i was "Different". He made me believe that i was normal just like him, and that made me fall for him even more, but i knew that he wasn't going to be mines forever. We were together most of the time, he had to go to a school of course, and i would just wait for him to come home, we weren't any different from other couples, I was the only one in the way.
He loved me. very much so, but danger was always with us. Oskar had to kill for me, it was hard for him, he couldn't kill just because i has hungry, but i almost died one night and he killed an entire family, and from that day on, he protected me,just like i protected him. Not until that day.
"The sun is about to rise"I can't stay up here for to long or ill get burned. I jumped of the ceiling and landed on the snow.
As i start to walk back into the building, i hear foot steps behind me. Though when i turn around there was no one there. Once i went inside i look back one last time. I kept walking threw the hallways when i heard the foot steps again.
"You know i can hear you"
...
"Who are you?" Asked Elias
He never got an answer, he ignored the noises and kept walking. As he continued to walk towards his apartment he heard the foots steps one more time and as he turned around he saw a black figure behind him. When he tried to confront the black figure he stop from the sudden stench, it weakened him and made him lose his mind, the only thing he craves for, blood. As soon he was about to attack, the figure was gone and so was the stench.