The Silence of Darkness
Hello darkness my old friend,
I've come to talk to you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision planted on my brain
Still remains with the sound of silence
Kurama
Kuronue...
I lost a best friend. Hot tears streamed down my face.
"Nice mirror you got there Kurama."
"Let's try this castle next Kurama."
"Well be friends forever Kurama."
A partner, a friend, a part of myself.
"Kuronue!"
"No Kurama, go on save yourself!"
A coward, that is what I am, a weak coward.
"I got you at last fox!"
Running, running away, running from a hunter, the hunter
Running from the past that I tried so hard to forget.
Cowering in the bushes.
Hiding behind trees...
A shot.
Pain, pain shot through my body.
"Ha, you'll die fox!"
Laughter. I need to survive, I need to live.
"Kuronue, I won't leave you."
...
Light, a free soul, would I take it? Was I selfish enough?
"That's the only thing important son, survival."
Kuronue died because he was weak, I survived because I was strong.
Was I?
"What are you doing?"
I will, I need to live, I'm sorry ninjen, I just need to live.
A light, faces, shapes, love.
Kaasan, do you love me? Even if I'm a monster?
My real name is Kurama kaasan, Youko Kurama not Shuuichi Minamino, do you still love me?
I stole the soul of your real son kaasan, will you still love me?
Kaasan...
I'm not worthy of your love kaasan, I will give your child back, I promise.
Your real child.
The child that was supposed to receive you love.
The love that I stole.
I'll do that so that you'll be happy kaasan.
That you will know the truth.
I am not your son kaasan,
I'll do all of this so that you'll love me more.
You taught me well kaasan,
You taught me about love, about care,
Now I know that survival is not integral.
Kuronue died because he loved me,
I will die because I love you,
were both strong now kaasan, aren't we?
I will never forget you kaasan...
And I hope you won't forget me...
Standard Disclaimers: I certainly do not own YYH, Yoshihiro Togashi-sama needs to get all the praise.
Author's Notes: I hope you like this fic. Alternative reality really just something that will happen if Kurama well actually does that. Oh yeah the poem doesn't belong to me also.
I was planning on doing the other YYH characters (main or not) but first review this one. If I get enough positive reactions I may write another one. Ja-ne!
