The Silence of Darkness : Kurama

The Silence of Darkness

Hello darkness my old friend,

I've come to talk to you again,

Because a vision softly creeping,

Left its seeds while I was sleeping

And the vision planted on my brain

Still remains with the sound of silence

Kurama

Kuronue...

I lost a best friend. Hot tears streamed down my face.

"Nice mirror you got there Kurama."

"Let's try this castle next Kurama."

"Well be friends forever Kurama."

A partner, a friend, a part of myself.

"Kuronue!"

"No Kurama, go on save yourself!"

A coward, that is what I am, a weak coward.

"I got you at last fox!"

Running, running away, running from a hunter, the hunter

Running from the past that I tried so hard to forget.

Cowering in the bushes.

Hiding behind trees...

A shot.

Pain, pain shot through my body.

"Ha, you'll die fox!"

Laughter. I need to survive, I need to live.

"Kuronue, I won't leave you."

...

Light, a free soul, would I take it? Was I selfish enough?

"That's the only thing important son, survival."

Kuronue died because he was weak, I survived because I was strong.

Was I?

"What are you doing?"

I will, I need to live, I'm sorry ninjen, I just need to live.

A light, faces, shapes, love.

Kaasan, do you love me? Even if I'm a monster?

My real name is Kurama kaasan, Youko Kurama not Shuuichi Minamino, do you still love me?

I stole the soul of your real son kaasan, will you still love me?

Kaasan...

I'm not worthy of your love kaasan, I will give your child back, I promise.

Your real child.

The child that was supposed to receive you love.

The love that I stole.

I'll do that so that you'll be happy kaasan.

That you will know the truth.

I am not your son kaasan,

I'll do all of this so that you'll love me more.

You taught me well kaasan,

You taught me about love, about care,

Now I know that survival is not integral.

Kuronue died because he loved me,

I will die because I love you,

were both strong now kaasan, aren't we?

I will never forget you kaasan...

And I hope you won't forget me...


Standard Disclaimers: I certainly do not own YYH, Yoshihiro Togashi-sama needs to get all the praise.

Author's Notes: I hope you like this fic. Alternative reality really just something that will happen if Kurama well actually does that. Oh yeah the poem doesn't belong to me also.
I was planning on doing the other YYH characters (main or not) but first review this one. If I get enough positive reactions I may write another one. Ja-ne!