A/N: This was written a while ago, but is something I could see coming from Bella as she is tyring to come to terms with the loss of Edward
By the light of the twinkling stars above I make this one last wish... With this one last breath... Let it slip pass my lips. May this silent breeze carry it to you,
wherever you may be.
Again I look to the stars in the sky, the same stars I saw all those night with you on my mind, in my heart.
I dream of the past; of hearing your voice as I lay in bed at night. I long for the feeling of your arms around me. I long to see your smiling face, to hear your laugh.
To make it all right again would be bliss, but deep down I know it can never be. The broken is unfixable, there is no going back in time.
Where did we go wrong? Was it me? Was it you? Was it the rest of the world? Maybe we will never know.
So now I must move on, you must become my memory, a distant thought, in the past you are committed to stay, and in the present I am doomed to live.
Do you, Will you, Think of me? Do I play a part on your dreams as you dominate mine??
Do I ever cross your mind? A random flash from the past, brought on by some seemingly unrelated event? Or maybe something shared, a nice memory brought back by a sight, a sound.
I cant help but wonder if you realize what you really meant to me. If you fathom what you did to me, good and bad, every time we were together. Are you aware of how deep my feelings ran?
Did I mean anything to you? Anything at all? Or was it all a game? A simple amusement for you, a way to pass the time. Was I just a passing thought, easily forgotten as soon as I was beyond your immediate observation?
I suppose none of it matters now, and with this one last request as I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, I desire only to release you from my mind.
I await the moment when this is through.