Walking along the side of the shore line on the La Push beach with the waves slowly dipping in and out weaving their way around her feet, Renesmee Cullen looked up to the full moon with its radiating light shining down upon her and everything around her. Everything seemed to glow around her, no matter where she looked. She looked back down to her arm that was also glowing in the moonlight, but it wasn't because of how strong the moon was lighting everything, more for her been half vampire. The rest of her family got off with only sparkling in the sun, well Renemee was different. She only glowed in the sun, compared to their sparkle, and she also glowed in the moonlight. Her skin seemed to always look like there was glitter running over it in moon or sunlight and she wouldn't have it any other way, cause she loved the thought of glowing like a fairy, with the glitter on her skin, like the glitter on their wings. It was like magic to her.
Her arm dropped to her side with hearing a sound not too far away. She walked slowly over to the vines and moss, which was hanging from the trees, and she pushed them back to expose another part of First Beach. There she smiled, looking at who she only could ever love deeply.
Jacob.
He was standing on the edge of the water, howling at the full moon, like so many other times she had caught him doing so. She giggled and he seemed to hear her.
He stopped and looked around himself with a smile, knowing the giggle so well that he would be able to pick it out of a million or more people. He was glad that she had come; he had missed her so, that it was beyond belief.
She hid back behind the vines cover, only exposing half of her face from behind the vine. She watched him as he seemed to look for her. She thought how odd it was that he was alone. She had always known that Jacob liked to be alone a lot but never out alone like this, not this late. She wondered if he was okay, or if he was upset by something.
She watched as he got closer to her and then he seemed to disappear fully. She peered over top of the vine more, looking around for him. "Jacob?" she murmured, when it looked like he had gone altogether. Her heart sank with her shoulder's falling and her eyes to the ground. She stood beside the water's edge and wished so much that he hadn't left already, but her heart picked back up when she felt warm arms wrapping around her waist slowly and steadily, with a kiss upon her cheek that was like a dove's touch of ifs wing in the air that it flew so gracefully through. She would know his touch anywhere; she would know it blind folded, know it asleep, know it even in death…
"Jacob," she murmured again with a sigh that he was finally with her. She leant into the warmth of his body, with a smile lighting her lips. She had missed him too much and was on the brink of crying with happiness just to see him. It had been too long since they had seen each other.
"I've missed you so much," she whimpered, turning around to him, looking him in his russet chocolate eyes, with tears of joy in hers.
"I've missed you too," he whispered, pulling her closer to him, in the tightest hug she had ever felt from him. She leant into him more, her arms wrapping over his shoulders, her face tucked into his neck. She loved his musky woods scent of the forest he ran through daily. The others in her family and every other vampire she knew always thought that he smelt like a wet dog, but not to her. No his scent was something really special to her.
Jacob was hurting to see how much that he had hurt her with not seeing her for so long. He hated it when he hurt her like he had. He hated himself and what he was that were holding him back from seeing her. It was the pack life and the duty as an Alpha that had stopped him from seeing her so much like he used to when she was younger. Now she was just over ten, and he felt like he had missed most of her life already.
He looked down to her with soft eyes, her milk chocolate eyes were starry in the moonlight, her pale skin shining like glitter in the sunlight, like tiny jewels had been placed on her skin that would last for her entire life. Her dark hair fell softly around her face, and her smile, her bright smile was the one thing that stood so strongly out to Jacob. He held her tighter to him, not wanting to ever let her go again. He wished that there was some way for him to be able to see her more often that he had been. He could see that she was hurting deeply for him to be around. He could tell that he was the only one that she wanted around him and it took him a little by surprise.
"What are you doing out here alone?" she questioned, looking up to him with a smile.
"Just chilling, before I went home," he answered, looking to the ocean's horizon.
"Oh." She tucked her head into his chest, knowing that it was late and that he most likely would be wanting to get home and sleep. "I better leave then, so you can get home." She pulled away from him, heading back towards her car, disappointed and almost ready to cry. It seemed to be that the pack was the only thing on Jacob's mind these days, but she understood what he was and why he lived, it was the only thing stopping her from wishing that she wasn't so close to him.
She felt a pull on her apricot dress and stopped and looked back, thinking that she must have gotten in caught on a tree as she was passing, but it was Jacob that was pulling, not a tree. He smiled at her. "I was only going home because the day with the pack was over Ness, you're here now and it feels like my life has finally begun."
She looked at him in awe, her heart was racing with the change in emotion she had, feeling so loved and cared for, the most luckiest girl in the world to have someone like him as her mate, her soul mate and their lives to be forever together. They had all the days that the world had left in it and never would she want anything to change that.
She ran back to him, tackling him into the deep water of the ocean with laughter. She could see how much, already, he was enjoying himself. She could see the smile on his face under the water. He held her by the wrist, unsure of how good of a swimmer she was.
She went to playfully pull away from him and head to the surface, but he pulled her to him, kissing her softly in the lips under the water, and then swimming up for breath. The second Renesmee felt Jacob's lips touch hers, her heart rate accelerated and she felt her heart skip a beat. He hadn't ever kissed her before, nothing like that, never on the lips, never. She couldn't believe what he had just done. It was obvious now, he felt more for her than just friendship, she always wondered if he did, and now she knew, it was true. He did, he loved for more than as a friend.
She looked at him in the moonlight shining down on him and up from the ocean. He was smiling, looking back to her. The smile touched his eyes, they glimmered in the night. She swam over to him, pressing her body against him, leaning into his warm and embrace of his arms wrapping around her again. She looked him in the eyes, sighing happily that they were alone for a while. It had been ages since they had been alone for more than ten minutes. Renesmee wondered if that had to do with her father not trusting Jacob. She guessed that was what was going on. Edward didn't trust Jacob with her, so he limited the time that he left them alone as much as he could.
She smiled and closed her eyes, running her fingers along his warm and muscular chest. His skin was so smooth and soft. She wondered what he was thinking and so she asked. "What are you thinking Jacob?" Her eyes opened and she could see that he was deep in thought while looking up to the night sky, filled with stars.
He sighed deeply, looking into the water as he answered. "I don't know how long I can keep staying away from you. Each time I leave you, I can see I am hurting you and I hate myself for it. I don't want to leave. I don't want to keep doing this. I just want to be with you and nothing else." He sighed again, keeping his eyes to the salt water running between them. He meant every word and he felt every word. He hated himself and he was hurting the both of them each and every time they parted.
She sighed too, leaning down, resting her head on his heart. "I don't know how I can keep sharing you with the pack Jake. I missed you." She rested her head on his shoulders, sighing and hoping that she hadn't just made things worse. "We should run away. Get away from here. We would see each other more. Forget the pack, forget the supernatural life and be normal. We could be like that, I know we could." She spoke softly, touching the side of his face softly and running her figure down the side of his cheek. The water from her hand running down the side of his face, her hand ran through his wet her as she smiled. She knew that the suggestion may go either way. It could go bad or good. She just hoped that it would go good and then her dreams would come true. She bit her lip with nerves running through her.
She began to get envious when he didn't say anything. Usually it was Jacob's way to keep his anger calm and locked up. "What do you think?" she murmured, touching the side of his face again. His hand rose up her back, rewarming her back that was wet from swimming with him.
She looked into his eyes and saw fear. She shuddered when she seen it and he looked away, closing his eyes, trying to hide it. Never before had Renesmee seen fear in Jacob's eyes, not like this. "What are you so scared of Jacob?" She pulled him closer to her, holding him tight.
"I don't know a life without the pack Renesmee. I'm scared of what would happen if I felt them."
"It will be okay Jacob. I mean it. What is the worst that could happen?"
He shook his head, upset and confused to the question. He didn't know what would happen, where he would be without them. He had lived with the pack for over five years, over ten. But it was clear that he was scared. "I didn't want to be like this Ness and if I had a choice, I still wouldn't choose this life, but in a way I am glad. You make up for what I've lost with this life, you're the only reason that I'm still around. I don't know what I would do without you."
Her finger rested on his lips, no longer wanting to hear the pain he was in. It hurt her to hear it. It felt like she was getting torn into a million pieces. He was hurting and she was hurting with her. He was scared and she was scared with him. It was like they were feeling each other's emotions, like they were one person.
She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck, wanting to make everything better for him, but to be truthful … there was nothing that she could do. "We'll get through it Jacob. I mean it we will." He looked away from her as he listened to her words. "Jacob looked to me." Her finger touched his chin making him look at her. "We will get through this, together." She leant into his warm body, her arms tightening around him. She leant into his face, kissing him. Her hands resting on either side of his face tightly. "I love you and I'll always be at you're side, no matter what you're discussions are."
He kissed her hard, and listened to her words, but he was surprised when she said that she loved him. He always thought that she did, but never was he completely sure. He sighed into her mouth, not believing what he had just heard. "I love you too," he murmured back, kissing her back, feeling all his worries melt away. She made him feel like there was nothing in life that he couldn't do, nothing to ever worry about. He loved her, and she loved him, that's all that mattered to him. She had chosen him, out of everyone in the world. He never felt so lucky!
He pulled her closer to him. Her hand ran down his chest slowly, tracing around his muscles of his neck, chest and stomach. She felt his muscles tense at her touch. She smiled and leant away from him with a smug smile, seeing how her touch affected him, she thought it was incredible.
He smiled back, turning a little red in the cheeks at his own bodies' actions. He looked down to the water, embarrassed to ask his question. "So what are your plans? I want to hear them." His hand glided through the water beside them as he spoke, but then looked up to her when he was finished speaking.
She was surprised that he had brought up the subject so soon and quickly. She thought that with how much fear he had shown in his eyes not so long ago, he wouldn't bring it up for days, if ever again. She swam away from him, thinking for a second, leaving him where he stood in the water.
Jacob looked over to Renesmee, wishing that she hadn't left him; he hated it when she left his side. He wanted her at his side always, so he would be the one to protect her. She swam on her back slowly through the water while he waited for her answer just a few feet away from her.
"I don't know, I haven't really thought about that part… just a simple house with a bedroom, maybe by the beach, where no one could find us, so it's just you and me, cause that's all I want it to be Jake. Just you and me, forever, I don't want anything or anyone else in my life, only you." Renesmee blushed as she spoke to truth, her feelings and dreams all at the same time. She hadn't been so open before with anyone, only now, with him.
He smiled listening to her speaking. He could see that what she was saying, meant everything to her and he wanted to give her what she wanted, but he wasn't sure how to. It wasn't like either of them could just run away. They both had close family and friends in Forks and La Push and Jacob knew just how much the pack needed him. He couldn't just run away like that, he was the Alpha, their Alpha; it was his duty to be around to help them and be there when they needed him. He was the strongest of the pack, but at the same time, he didn't want that life anymore. He wanted his own, with her.
"I would like that," he nodded with a smiled, wrapping his arms around her again and bringing her close to him. "But we can't just leave like that. We don't have money, a plan, nothing. And you're parents wouldn't allow it either Ness," he sighed, wishing that they all could just forget within seconds of their actions been made and to get on with their lives, like he wanted to with Renesmee.
She smiled up to him, kissing him softly and slowly, holding her kiss on his lips as he pulled away the tiniest bit and brushed his lips over hers. "I know that," she murmured. "But that's the part of running away Jacob. No rules but our own."
Jacob smiled down to her again. She was sneaky, like him. "And the money?"
She laughed loudly. "Each of us has at least one bank account Jacob. Money is no object to us. I can get some easy."
"I hope that you're not going to steal it," he rolled his eyes with a sigh, thinking of how much trouble she would be in if she did steal it.
She punched him in the ribs playfully. "I don't need to Jacob. Alice has already said that I can get money from her whenever I need it, even know mum and dad think I should work for it, she gives it to me freely."
"Not enough the buy a house but," he stated.
She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck, leaning on his shoulders so that she was looking down on him for once. "No, but it all builds up over time. You don't think I would actually run away in seconds without having preparations, do you?" She looked upon him with narrow eyes, hoping that he thought of her more as grownup now, than an eighteen-year-old-look-a-like, that didn't have plans for the future.
"I guess not. But won't Alice know what you're doing? Or you're father?" He kissed her throat after he spoke.
"I won't ask when my father's around and because I'm so close with you so much, she can't see where I am or what I'm doing anymore."
Jacob looked away from her, surprised and impressed by how much thought she had put into her plan. She had thought about it more than she had stated and without her father finding out. She was sneaky…
"Okay, but you don't do anything without my knowing about it, okay? Please?" He looked up to her with pleading eyes. He didn't want her in trouble, no that was the last thing he wanted and if she got in trouble so would he and that would mean that it would be hard for them to see each other even more than it was now. Their love was even more forbidden than Bella and Edward's had been… Werewolves were meant to kill vampires, not love them like he was.
"Thank you Jacob!" she wrapped her arms tightly around him, leaning down and kissing him harshly and passionate, that it would have shocked her parents if they were watching her.
Her hands rested on either side of Jacob's face, pushing into his warm and smooth lips harshly and strongly. His hands rested on both of her shoulders. His lips brushing against hers, half teasing her, he loved to tease her and but he loved it more when she teased him. It was Jacob's nature to tease and be playful.
She pushed harshly down upon his lips, forcing a real passionate kiss out of him. She smiled, knowing that he was teasing her. She liked it, but sometimes she just wished that he would kiss her so hard that it would hurt, and so that's what she did. She pressed harder on him, making him lose balance and fall over into the shallow water. He hadn't notice how close to the beach they had drifted. He rested back on his elbows, the water still deep enough to his chest to be covered and the rest of his body.
He held the side of Renesmee's arm which dip in the water beside him, supporting her weight as her other hand ran down the length of his torso. His muscles tensed again with her touch. He felt her smiled under his lips. He kissed her passionately, more so than before, but still kept on teasing her. She slapped the side of his arm, trying to get him to stop, and firmly grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him closer to her, kissing him with a strong passion that even shocked him. He pulled away and looked at her closely, looking in her eyes, searching for something, then touching her chin and bringing her face closer to his. The tip of his tongue ran across her lips, pressing softly on her lips again and pulled back. He rested back on his elbows, looking at her. She leant closer to him, teasing him now. She copied his movements, leaning closer to him, running her tongue over his lips and pressing her body on his. The only difference between his and her actions was that she was more aggressive than he had been.
His lips met hers and she licked his lips again, pushing her tongue into his mouth, before leaning into him more. Her hand ran along his chest softly and quickly. She griped onto his shirt tightly with her hand and ripped it from his body, but without breaking his or her focus for a second. Jacob leant into her grip, resting his hands on either side of her face. He licked her lips, liking the taste of her skin, with the sweet favour of strawberries. He could feel her hand roaming along his chest softly, with his body tensing with passion from her touch. His arm reached over his shoulders, pulling her closer to him. His hand rested on her heart, feeling that it was out of control like he felt.
She broke off her kiss suddenly, moving and then kissing his neck strongly. He shuddered at the feeling of her teeth running the length of his neck slowly with each and every kiss she gave his neck and then piercing his skin with her sharp teeth, just near his pulse line. He sighed with the feeling, it didn't hurt, it was pleasure that he felt, though he couldn't explain why he was feeling pleasure from getting bitten. Her felt her tongue run over the bite she had made. He shuddered again and pulled her closer to him. His chest rising and falling against hers, with each and every deep breath he took from the feeling she was causing him.
She pulled back, shocked and worried that she had just bit him. He smiled at her smugly, with the smugness reaching his eyes. "I'm sorry," she murmured, turning away embarrassed that she had lost control.
"Don't be. It was nice." She looked back to him with shock of his words. She couldn't understand his words. She had just caused him pain by bitting him. She didn't understand. She looked at him with widened eyes when he looked puzzled at her, to why she was kissing him again.
"Ness, I want you to bite me. I want to give you want you need. It's better than some animal giving it to you." She watched as the tiny bite she had started to run blood down his chest from his neck. The water made it look like there was more than there actually was, but still, she didn't want to see him hurt, even if he wanted to be.
"Please," he murmured, closing his eyes for a second and then feeling her sweet touch upon his skin, licking where his blood that was dripping down his body. Slowly he could feel that he was healing at the same time she reached the bit in his neck. She kissed it softly as it healed. "No Jacob. I'm scared that I'll only hurt if you offer it to me. I can't control it enough to know I won't hurt you," she smiled and kissed him again softly and rested her head on his forehead.
"I want you Jake. Forever," she murmured and kissed him again.
"I'm always here Renesmee," he kissed her back with another smile.
She looked at him confused by his words. She didn't know why his answer was what it had been. It wasn't want she meant. "Jacob, you didn't understand me. I want you, now," she murmured in his ear, kissing the side of his jaw line.
Finally he understood. He had got her meaning wrong. "We'll get caught," he murmured down to her as she kissed his chest, over his heart.
"I don't care Jake. We'll get caught anyway, if someone see's us or not. My father will know soon as he sees me, even if I'm not thinking about you."
"I think we should wait, wait until we are alone, until we can't be found and then you can't get into trouble. Ness, you're only technically just over ten. Sure we both will be eighteen forever, even before we both turned eighteen, but there's still the real facts." His hand ran along the side of her face, hoping that he hadn't hurt her feelings. He was only looking out for her. "Make our first time, right, special and secret only to us, okay?" he murmured and kissed her lips softly. She kissed him back, but this time it was different. He could feel that she was hesitant. "Please understand," he murmured and kissed her cheek.
"I thought you would want this? I thought you wanted me too?" she looked up to him, disappointed to his answer. She wanted him so much and she thought that he would be all for it, but she understood what he was saying at the same time, but still she didn't want to wait. Now was perfect in her idea. They were alone, it was late and they both were happy and feeling romantic.
"I do Ness, don't get me wrong. I just don't want you to get into trouble." He leant into her with his arm wrapping around her shoulders tight. He didn't want to disappoint her. He hated himself for what he had decided.
She nodded slowly. "Soon as we leave?" she murmured, looking up to him
"Soon as we leave," he agreed. "But for now, why don't you come home with me?" His hand ran up and down the side of her arm. She looked up to him with hopeful but wary eyes. "What about Billy?"
"He's staying at Sue's now. The house is basically mine now." He smiled wide to think that he owned his own house now. He liked having his own house and he knew Renesmee would like it too. No one would think of looking for her there, as no one but Billy, Sue and Jacob knew that Jake had the house to himself, they hadn't told anyone yet.
"You're sure it'll be okay?"
He nodded with a smile. "Of course. Ness, I want to be with you more often. I want to run away with you like you said. I want to leave, it's just going to be hard to do it, but I will do it for you. I would do anything for you." He kissed her again. This time he was the one holding their kiss. His kissed was full of passion and love and he knew that she could feel it.
She smiled under his lips, seeing that he wasn't just making up reasons for her to really love him, that they were actually real. He did love her and he was watching out for her. When he said no to her, she thought that he didn't want her in the ways she wanted him, but now she saw that it was differently not what she had thought.
He pulled back and looked her in the eyes. "Text Alice or you're mum and tell them you're not coming home tonight and I'll meet you at the house, okay?" he whispered and kissed her again.
She nodded and followed him to shore. "I'll see you in a few okay?" he looked back to her as he headed in the opposite direction.
"Twenty minutes Jake, and I'll see you," she smiled and ran fast to her car. She got in quickly and pulled her phone out of her bag and began to write out her text to Alice.
Going hunting tonight and then hanging out with Jake in the day. See you tomorrow night Alice
- Renesmee x
She sent her text and started her car, heading towards Jacob's house.
Jacob ran off into the woods as a wolf, heading home and shifting back, before going and inside and cleaning the house a little and having a shower. He knew that even know Billy was staying with Sue, he wouldn't approve of Jacob dripping sea salt throughout the house and staining the wood and carpet.
Walking out of his room, with a towel in hand drying his hair and only wearing blue jeans, a knock went at Jacob's door, but it was too harsh and loud to be Renesmee. He looked at the door, thinking how odd it was and then answered it.
"What are you doing here?" he asked Embry, who was standing on the step, jumping up and down, like a child who had far too much sugar.
"Hi to you too Jake."
Jacob rolled his eyes at his pack brother and best friend. "I repeat. What are you doing here?"
"What do you think? Party man! Paul's on my back wanting to come in and Quil, Seth and Jared wana party with us!" Embry went to step inside, when Jacob placed a firm hand on his shoulder. Embry looked down to his friend's hand on his shoulder and then looked to Jacob, not understanding why Jacob had stopped him.
"Elsewhere," Jacob glared.
Embry looked to him with narrow eyes. "Since when do you knock down partying Jake?"
"Since I have Renesmee coming over," he sighed, knowing how Embry would take this.
"Ohhh." His voice turned high pitched and humorous.
"There's no 'ohhh' about it Emb. We're just spending time together." He crossed his arms over his chest, no longer feeling comfortable talking about the subject they were on. It seemed to be a day that everyone was thinking of the same thing, and it was starting to annoy Jacob greatly.
"Yeah, right Jake I believe you," Embry added with a sarcastic tone, still standing on the step, waiting for him to come clean.
"I don't know what you're waiting for Emb."
"The truth," he grinned widely.
Again Jacob rolled his eyes at his friend. "You want the truth?" he asked looking to Embry, now with a smug smile, while he waited for the truth to be told. "Here's the truth."
Slap. "Ow!"
"Night Emb," Jacob chuckled, closing the door and walking back into the house to clean more while he waited for Renesmee to come. He could hear Embry muttering something under his breath as he talked out towards the forest. Jacob smiled smug again as he tried to listen to the muffled words, but only heard another knock at the door. He growled, picking his wet towel up from his bed and walking back out of the room and to the door. "Embry, I swear if you keep this up I'll-" he stopped in midsentence with opening the door and seeing that this time Renesmee was standing at the door, not his best friend. "Hey." He turned a light pink in the face as he looked down upon her.
"You'll what Jacob?" she murmured with a smile, kissing him softly, before he stepped aside, letting her come in.
"I-I…" he stuttered, not really been able to explain for two reasons. One reason been that he couldn't looked away from Renesmee, she had changed her clothes from an apricot almost see through dress, that was light as feathers swaying in the wind that you saw in movies, to a black thick strap dress that clung to her body with thick material of a party dress - that you saw on most teenage girls at clubs or at parties - which ended just before her knees, with matching black sandals. Never had Jacob seen her so beautifully dressed before.
The second reason was because Renesmee and Embry were good friends and to tell the truth, he didn't know what he was going to do to him if he kept on bugging him like he had been. That type of acting drove Jacob crazy!
"Get your words out Jacob," she giggled, walking inside and sitting on the chair near the door, facing the TV.
"H-how did you… You didn't go home did you?"
She looked at him in surprise. She wasn't that stupid to take a chance like that. "Of course not."
"Then how did you… and where did you get that dress?"
She smiled and giggled again. "Leah, of course silly. Who else is close enough to your house that I know and trust my clothes with?"
Jacob was impressed. She had things all planned out before hand, always, without him even knowing. He sat down on the chair beside her. "You're incredible, you know that?" he smiled, looking to the TV and then her. She stared at the TV she had turned on, listening to what he was saying. She wasn't really watching it, the TV never interested Renesmee, she was just teasing him, like usual. Playing hard to get. A smile spread across her face, caused by Jacob's words, though she didn't say anything.
"Ness, I know you're not watching that," he whispered in a deep tone.
"Yes I am," she nodded, lying, without looking back to him.
"It's CSI. You never watch that kind of thing."
She had to admit, he was right. Renesmee hated watching anything to do with the human world of blood and killing. She refused to watch it whenever she did watch the TV. But still she kept on teasing Jacob. She didn't answer nor look at him.
He got up, trying to hide the smile that was playing on his lips. "I'm going for a shower. You do want to join me?" he asked in a casual, clear cut tone, like he actually meant it.
She kept watching the TV, trying to ignore what he was doing, but slowly the words sank into her mind. She couldn't believe what she heard. She looked swiftly up to him. "You want me to… W-what did you say?"
Jacob burst out laughing. "You're not the only one who can tease Ness," he chuckled, leaning against the wall for support. She rolled her eyes at him and crossed her arms, looking back to the TV. "Very mature Jacob," she muttered.
"It was only some fun Nessie," he murmured in her ear, nipped the side of her neck softly. She shivered with the feeling of his teeth on her neck. She hadn't ever felt a kiss from him on her neck.
"You better not be teasing me again Jake." She looked up to him with serious eyes. She wasn't in the mood to be playing around like that until they left Forks.
"Why don't you come and tell me if I'm teasing you or not?" he murmured, nipping her neck again and sitting beside her. She didn't want to fall for his trick, but she did. Jacob was the one person who made her fall for any of his tricks, kisses, needs or wants.
He looked at her for a second, seeing that her mind was made up and went into his room. She turned the TV off, throwing the TV zapper back onto the chair and quickly ran into what she thought was his room, but it was bare, there wasn't anything in it at all. She looked around and then heard a noise in the next room off of his. She peered around the side of the door and seen a double bed in a big room.
"You moved rooms?" she questioned, walking slowly into the brightly lit room, looking at each of the details while she walked in. The walls and door frame were wooden, giving it a classic country style feel to it. His bed was under a closed wooden blind window, a small cupboard sat beside the door, with small photo frames sitting on top of it, with images of her and Jacob, his father, sisters and a lady who Renesmee didn't know.
"Yeah," he answered her, looking up to her, seeing that she had walked in and was looking at his photos.
Carefully she picked up the frame with the image of the lady and his family in it. "Is-is this your mother?" she asked, looking at the photo in her hands and then to him.
He smiled briefly and walked over to her side and glanced down to the image in her hands. "Yeah," he murmured.
Renesmee looked down to the picture again. "She looked just like you. She's gorgeous Jacob."
He smiled again, crookedly, not really wanting to look at the picture. It still hurt him to think that he hadn't ever gotten to know her as well as he liked. His arm wrapped around Renesmee's shoulders, leaning into her side and then finally he looked down to the image within her hands for the first time in years. He had glanced at the image a few times a day, but never did he really look at it. He hadn't looked into the detail that was in the photo. It had been too painful, but now that he had Renesmee at his side, he felt stronger, like he could do anything as long as he had her.
He smiled down to her when she looked up to him. Carefully she set the photo frame back on his cupboard and walked over to where he was now sitting on the side of the bed. She leant into his side, seeing that he was deep in thought. Her arm wrapped around him and kissed his cheek, breaking him of the dazed state. His arm wrapped around her waist.
"She would be proud of you Jacob. I know it."
He smiled at her, wrapping his arms tightly around her, kissing the top of her forehead, holding her close to him. She leant into his chest, resting the side of her face on his heart, smiling and thinking how lucky she was to have someone like Jacob. She felt special, cared for.
He lied back against the sheets, staring up to the ceiling in the dark, as he felt Renesmee fall into sleep against him. His hand ran along her arm softly as he thought of everything that had happen in the day. Now he was more than willing to run, to start his and her own life together. It was long overdue and even forever may not last long…