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Bonnie's P.O.V
I sat on the couch waiting for everyone to get back. I was so tired of waiting for them to come back from some adventure that Baby Bonnie couldn't go to. The TV was loud in my ears. Blaring the laughter of someone's high pitched voice. The doorbell rang and I got up to get it.
"Bonnie!"
It was Matt. His blonde hair and blue eyes dimmed from the light outside. Behind him flecks of orange and brown fell from the trees leaving what used to be a full lively tree as a now lifeless one until the end of winter.
"Hi Matt," I spoke lifelessly.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, "I paused," Matt why are you here?"
"I came to check on you."
"Why?"
"Because you are always alone."
"I thought you were supposed to be with Caroline."
"She's still sleeping."
"Oh."
"Can I come in?"
"Matt...I...I...can I just be left alone today?"
"Yeah, no yeah, sure just call me or something if you need anything."
"Okay and Matt?"
"Yeah Bon?"
"Thank you."
I slowly closed the door on his back. He doesn't need to know why I'm locked up in this house. I did want to leave. But that meant pain and I'd had enough of that already. So, I decided not to. If I left there would be a bigger whole blown through my chest. Elena and Meredith would be so mad at me, and if I ever came back no one would want me.
Who would want their best friends to be mad at them? I guess anyone who was a witch. Anyone who didn't want to be left to think over their misery. Anyone who just wanted something more. Even if I had, had enough pain. What was a bigger whole going to do to me? Was it supposed to destroy me? I've had enough beatings from everyone to destroy me and make me crumble to the ground. But just because I'm a short redhead doesn't mean I can't take it.
So, packing my things doesn't seem like such a big deal. It doesn't seem like such a bad idea, but in a way I know it is. I stop packing as I see the picture of Meredith, Elena, and me. My eyes start to burn with tears, and I scream because that's the only thing I can do.
Walking out the door with a picture in my hand I stop and look around the house for the last time, and my eyes set on the note I wrote to them in my messy handwriting.
Dear Elena, Meredith, Matt, Caroline, Damon, and Stefan,
I know the last time I saw you all was a year ago, but I have to leave. I can't be stuck in this small town forever, so I'm leaving. You can come and try to find me and if you do that's great but I don't really care if you ever do. It won't matter. I'll try and keep in contact but if not then goodbye. I love you all!
Love,
Baby Bonnie.
I cry and walk out into the world. The picture slipping out of my fingers floating to the ground waiting for the wind to blow it to a far off place. Maybe waiting for them to get back to see it lying there, and then maybe they'll feel something.
"Goodbye," I whisper one more time before walking out into, what would always be, the freezing cold world
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