This idea has been bugging me for quite a while, this is the love story between Jocelyn and Valentine, there must have been a reason why Jocelyn fell for him in the first place?

Anyway please Enjoy...and R&R be nice it's my first fan fic thankyou.. xx

Warning...There will be swearing and talk of mature things so young readers..don't read if you don't like that stuff:)

Alsoooo this is short but will get longer and better as chapters progress...:D

I closed my eyes willing myself not to cry, how could they do this to me? Why would they do this to me?

"You will not be going to that event, not after last time."

"Why? You are so fucking unfair, I hate you, I hate you all." At this my mother had started crying.

"Why? Why Jocelyn? Oh I know why, you got so god damned drunk last time that you can't even fucking remember what happened, for all we know you could've fucking gotten married or lost your virginity, where lucky you're not even fucking pregnant, NOW DO YOU STILL ASK WHY?"

At that point I had stormed out.

This is why I'm in the middle of nowhere now. Nuala, my horse was munching on the lush green grass surrounding the lake. I sat down trying to figure out where I am how could I have been so stupid? At the moment I can't even figure which way is north.

I lay back replaying the argument over in my head, Father was wrong I can remember that night, well some of it. Hands trailing over my curves, soft lips trailing kisses from my chin to my mouth, warm breath in my ear saying you're so beautiful Jocelyn the angels envy you. And then the black eyes, so black it seemed if you stared to long you would get lost in them, which is what I did…I stared into those eyes for too long, they took me to a different place full of swirling colours and pumping music. Though after all this I was abandoned at my door step with a terrible hangover and no recollection of what really happened the night before.

The sun began to fade behind dark clouds, promising rain. I could hear thunder rumbling far away. I stood up from where I had been sitting.

I may not know where I am but I do know where to find shelter.

I hopped onto Nuala grabbing the rains of her saddle pulling her away from the lake, Just as I was about to turn around I caught a glimpse of a shadow, about 50 or 100 metres away from me a werewolf? I thought. Werewolves can be dangerous especially if there rogue, werewolves can be troubled souls and find much pleasure in ripping a human or even a shadow hunter such as myself to bits, no matter the consequences. Thunder rumbled close by and lightning struck Nuala threw her front legs off from fear throwing me into the lake.

Water filled my nostrils and ears I tried to breath in but found my lungs being filled with something other than air, water. I tried to swim upwards but could barely move an inch. No one would know where I am, I'm going to drown here, in some lake no one will ever find me. My I tried pushing myself up through the water but it made no difference what was stopping me? I looked down to find my leg wrapped in sea weed I struggled with trying to free my leg but it was no use, my vision began to blur and just as everything began to go dark a figure emerged through the water and the last thing I saw was those black eyes staring right into mine before I passed out.

well i hope you enjoyed it, sorry it was so short this was sort of just to get you into the story...kind of dribble drabble but it will get better...promise...and yeah like i said there was swearing and talk of well..stuff so you can't say i warned you:) THANKYOU and i will be updating very soon.

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