Chapter 1: W.T.F!!!

What in the actual FUCK?! Alec screamed inside of his dressing room. This can't be happening, not now, not after everything he had been through these past six months. He was on twitter like another twenty-one year old does when they're waiting to go on stage and perform his new single "Love Runs Out" (well if they had a career in the music business) when a picture of the guy he thought was his current boyfriend Sebastian Verlac was kissing another man he didn't know. He heart was breaking, he had just come out to the world three months ago for this certain person, but it seems it didn't really matter because that said man was cheating on him. Alec felt like things just couldn't get any worse, boy was he wrong. Not only was his boyfriend cheating on him, but his stylist just quit out of the blue. He didn't know what to do with his self, his insecurities was starting to come out, that wasn't a good thing because he had to perform in less than ten minutes.

Simon walked in (he was on of the guitarist in the band) "hey Alec, are you okay?" Simon asked him, he didn't get a reply right away so he just stood there waiting until his boss/friend said something. "No Si, I'm not okay Alec said, in a voice that was kind of hard to distinguish because Alec doesn't really show people his vulnerable side. Do you want to talk about it? he said him knowing what his response was going to be, but it surprised him when his friend actually opened up to him to let him know what was going on. "Sebastian was cheating on me, for how long, probably the entire time we were together; on top of that Lily quit. So i have no boyfriend or stylist.WHAT?!?!?!! Simon, Jordan, Maia, Helen, and Rapheal said in unison. I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL HIM!! Rapheal screamed. "No, it's okay raph, I'm just happy i didn't actually give my heart to him or have sex with him." Alec said trying to control his feelings but you could tell it was actually killing him. It's really messed up this happened to you boss, Simon said you didn't deserve any of it. You are the nicest, loyal, most caring person i have ever known, you deserve to be happy and have someone that will truly love you, care for you, and take care of you since you are always taking care of everyone else. Simon told his friend and he meant every word of it. The other members of the group nodding their heads in agreement. Alec sighed... "I think I'm just going to focus on writing, we have an album to release in the next six months, and now i have to find a new stylist. So I'm over the whole relationship thing." Alec said to Simon. The band looked at their boss like and didn't say anything because they knew he wouldn't change his mind, he was a stubborn person when his mind was made up.

[Mtv coordinator walked in to the room and told them they had five minutes to get to the stage] Alec sighed... Alright lets do this, his whole demeanor from sad to rock star in a matter of seconds. Anyone who actually got the change to know Alec, knew he loved to perform, the way he reacts to music is by far the most impressive thing you can witness. Okay guys huddle up, (the get into their group and say their chant before every performance, it helps relax them and calm their nerves. DELIVERS OF THE LIGHT, WHAT IS OUT OCCUPATION? OW, OW, OW, MTV!!!

[Mtv's Director announces actor Sebastian Verlac and music artist Ariana Grande to introduce Mortal Intruments] (the crowd cheers, for the two people coming to the stage) Sebastian Verlac: "Wow, it is an absolute pleasure to be standing here with such an amazing artist as Ariana Grande, i mean really its truly amazing."

Ariana Grande: "Aweee, you are so sweet, but i must say i adore you Sebastian. I also adore your amazing boyfriend Alexander Lightwood. Speaking of which, Please put your hands together for.. "

They say together: " MORTAL INSTRUMENTS!!"

The band was behind the screen waiting to on and perform their new single, but what they didn't anticipate was Sebastian being one of the people to introduce them. It made them all cringe when they heard Ariana call Alec his boyfriend. Alec shook his head and put on a smile when the screen was coming up. Jordan started with the drums, While Alec started playing the piano and singing

I'll be your light, your match, your burning flame,

I'll be the bright, and black, that's making you rain.

And i feel alright, and we'll feel alright,

'cause we'll work it out yeah we'll work it out.

I'll be doin' this, if you ever doubt,

Til the love runs out, 'till the love runs out.

The beat picked up and Simon, Helen, Rapheal came in with vocals and clapping their hands to go with the beat to make it sound full.

I'll be your ghost, your game, your stadium.

I'll be your fifty thousand clapping like one

And i feel alright, and i feel alright,

'Cause i worked it out, yeah i worked it out.

I'll be doin' this, if you ever doubt,

'Til the loves runs out, 'til the love runs out.

Alec snatched the mic from the piano, and stood up to sing full voice the crowd was going insane. Even the artist in the audience was singing their song. You could hear all the fans at the top of arena singing along with them and clapping their hands to the beat. Alec was walking all around the stage interacting with the fans in the pit by the stage, grabbing hands, high-fiving them. Smiling at them when they started singing the next verse.

there's a maniac out in front of me.

Got angel on my shoulder, and mephistopheles,

My momma raised me good, momma raised me right.

momma said "do what you want, say prayers tonight",

And I'm saying them, cause I'm so devout.

Til the love runs out, til the love runs out yeah.

Alec was on another level tonight, this song meant so much to him. He wrote this song about what drives him and keeps him going, to keep trying until there is absolutely nothing left. Also he was tired of people saying negative things about him.

ooh, we all want the same thing.

ooh, we all run for something.

oh for God, for fate,

for love, for hate, for gold, for rust,

for diamonds, and dust.

The instruments cut out except for the drums, everyone in the band was clapping their hands trying to get the audience to participate while Intruments were out, Simon, Helen, Rapheal, and Maia joined Alec in singing the background vocals. Everyone was enjoying the performance, Alec voice started to get raspy because he was screaming, jumping, dancing all over the stage. It was coming to an end. The rest of the band came back in with Jordan to sing the final lyrics.

I'll be our light, your match, your burning sun,

I'll be your bright and black thats making your run.

And i feel alright, and we'll feel alright,

'Cause we'll work it out, yeah we'll work it out.

And we'll start a fire, and we'll shut it down,

'Til the love runs out, 'til the love runs out.

'Til the love runs out...

The whole place was own their feet after Alec song the last note. He thanked everyone, and the band stated making their way backstage. The bands technicians were getting equipment to put away while the band changed into different clothes because the ones they were wearing are completely drenched in sweat. Alec was in the middles of putting on his shirt when he heard a voice that made him cringe. Sebastian walked into he dressing room like everything was normal. "Hey babe, that was a great performance". He tried to give him a kiss, but Alec pushed him back and looked at him like he had grew three heads. "What's the matter baby? I can't give my man a kiss after such a performance?" Sebastian said. FUCK NO!! was Alec's reply. " You think i don't know that you were cheating on me? You think you can just walk back here and put your STD infected lips on me? Are you completely mental?!" Alec was pissed off, beyond pissed off. He came out to the world for this man and he cheated on him like it was nothing, then had the nerve to try and act as if he done nothing.

Sebastian was speechless, he didn't know what to say because Alec has never talked to him that way, so since he was rendered speechless Alec continued. "It's over Sebastian, I can't believe i was so stupid to think you actually cared about me. You just wanted to use me for your career to get bigger". Alec laughed when Sebastian's eyes got wide. He started spluttering but nothing came out. Alec went off, he had enough with everyone trying to use him like he was plate that you could clean once it's dirty. No enough was enough. Alec got his phone out of his pocket and opened up twitter to make a tweet. " @AlecLightwood @sebastian_verlac i hope one day you realize what you lost and appreciate everything i did for you. I hope when that happens, I will have someone better than you". He posted the tweet, and looked at him in the eyes and said "Get the fuck out of ny dressing room and go back to the fucker you cheated on me with, you make me sick to my stomach, i'm disgusted to even look at you". Alec's eyes were cold as ice.

Sebastian left with fake tears in his eyes, but Alec didn't care, he was over it. Happy that he was out of his life, and now he could move on to someone better. The question that was going through his mind was currently was "how am going to find a stylist, that would be willing to join me at such short notice?". Just then his phone started to ring, he picked his phone up and smiled.

hey Izzy, what's up?

Oh you know just trying to see what going on with my famous big brother and he EX boyfriend.

Alec loved his sister dearly, but sometimes she could be extremely nosy and he just wasn't in the mood for this talk at the moment. He was still at the MTV awards and was about to leave. He didn't want to be there anymore. The band won two awards tonight and had already done press and interviews. It's been a long day, and he just wanted to go to his hotel and sleep. He had a million different thingsrunning through his mind and he just wanted peace and quite.

Alec! Are you even listening to me? Gosh Alec I'm trying to tell you something important.

Sorry iz, its been a long day, and i just need peace and quiet, can we talk about this another time?

No! I've been trying to tell you that i found you a stylist thats willing to join you since i know Lily left you in the dust.

What?! Who?!

Magnus Bane.