Hello fellow readers,
I just wanted to re-post my song/poem as I made minor adjustment.
Anyways hope you enjoy,
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I feel my 'nerd friends' behind me.
Trying to calm me down.
I try and pray to the gods,
let Tadashi stay, please,
but have no response.
I try to think of what I could have done,
to save him, my brother.
I should have… I could have…
but I can't any more…
Ta-ta-dashi is gone…
I feel so lonely,
I feel so empty.
My brother is gone,
all 'cause of me.
I wish I could have rewind,
and never ever left him behind.
I feel like I should go…
What have, I done to him,
He shouldn't, have gone like this.
Now everything in the world feels dim,
I try to light it up, but I end up falling.
Crying, as the tears fall from my face,
letting my emotions take over.
I never want to imagine that place,
where my brother had to face...
It shouldn't have been like that…
never…
I can't let it go,
out of my head.
I just can only scream NO,
This bloody fucking mess.
And let all this shit flow
Out of control
I can't bear to see his belongings no more...
Every day and everything always seams slow,
I can only trap myself and cry.
And to try and think of ways to not die.
Tears just fall,
life is poor,
nothing is happy,
No more
Is it a nightmare?
I want this to end.
when I awake,
Tadashi will be here…
Tadashi?...
Tadashi...