Authors note ~ This is the first Kuroshitsuji ( Black butler ) Fanfiction I have ever posted. I Put so much in this. I really hope you enjoy it.

* WARNING- this is a yaoi ( BOY X BOY ) If u dont like, dont read. You have been warned *

This sensation I feel when I think about him.

Oh, the overwhelming feeling

This pleasure that I feel when I bathe him every morning and evening.

But the pain that comes along with the package

tourchers me to a new level.

Knowing that me and my young lords love is forbidden.

But, I dont care.

He lies before me and I cant help my self.

I want what I want.

Its twisted, I know.

But, I want his love and his touch.

I want to be with him mentally and physically

I want our bodys to connect

and our lips to lock with such passion and grace.

I just can't resist any longer...

I touch my young lords face and lie my lips on his.

The warmth of his body

Drives me insane.

I go down to his coller bone and place the most lightest kisses on it

they fly and flutter on his neck and a light moan of passion

slowly flowed out of his mouth.

His sweet voice makes me cringe

I want to hold it back but I want him so bad

Its not evening wanting any more, I need him at this point

I start to remove my lords silky nightshirt

and toss it to the side, because it is a rodeblock

He was completly naked and the beautiful boy made me blush

I went back on top of him and kissed him sinceless

with out any thought

with out Ciel, I have nothing to live for

absolutly nothing at all

I wouln't be the butler I am today...

I stared at his lips that were no longer virgin

Our eyes lock and I know that its time.

Time for us to become one.

With Grace, I turned him around,

Completly ready to enter his beautiful, warm body.

The boy under me nodded and I took it in as him saying,

" I am ready Sebastian... "

I pushed my self in

The tightness, the noise effects, everything about him I love at this point.

I grunt and push in and out.

In a weird way it was almost like the sound of my heart beat

Anytime I am around my young master.

Ciel drives me nuts

He yelled out my name and I gasped trying to contain my self

and I trust in harder,

As I try to preserve every moment of this.

I was at my breaking point and let my smooth seed flow through his body.

I was relevied, and by the looks of it

My lord was too

We both collasped on the bed and let out a deep sigh.

My lords breath was so heavy

I turned to my lord and placed my hand on his soft face.

I kiss him lightly on the lips and say,

" I love you... "

I know that this love between Lord and Master is Forbidden

But, others want that.

On the other hand,

I need it

So thank you, my lord.