Disclaimer: I do not own Spider-man or any of it's caracters. Stan Lee invented Spider-man, and Sam Raimi made the excellent movie!

Spoiler: The first Spider-man movie( which rocked! )

A/N This short story is about Peter's thoughts as he walks away from MJ in the graveyard. Minor spoilers, the last scene in the movie. Kinda angsty(I love angst fic's).

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Behind me

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The wind hits my face, making my silent tears flow faster, smudging out my whole face with salty tear stripes, not that I care.





I try my best not to look as frail and defeated as I feel, but my heart is breaking, quietly and slowly. I can see her face for me like a ghost, her red fiery hair spilling around her face in the wind, small tears falling from her eyes, down her cheeks. What I would give to make her pain go away! But I have to stay strong, a strong cliff in this mad world. Because I am Spider-man. I hope she finds someone else, like Harry. Someone that love her the same way I do.

Someone who doesn't run out on each date because he has to save the world.





I walk with determination and behind me I can hear her small sobs.





But I do this to save her, I have to.Suddenly I start walking faster, nearly running, for I know that if I stay here one more second my resolution will break and I will run back to her and ask for her forgiveness. God this is hard, this is the woman I wanted before I even liked girls. This is the woman that is in front of me each time I close my eyes. This is the woman that put her heart on her sleeve for me and look what I did to her!





I run faster and faster. I'm half way out of the graveyard when my spiders senses kick in. Another excuse for running, so I run faster.