Thanks to lanna miss sunshine and inaheartbeatx33 for sharing(lanna) the idea and creating(heartbeat) the idea.
AN: I haven't written anything for in a while. So I'll try this.
SET AFTER ECLIPSE
Disclaimer: I sadly own nothing, but my little strand of sanity, my desires and my soul… oh wait I sold that … oh crap.
CHAPTER ONE- HUMAN MINUTE
BPOV:
"If Alice says anything about what designer shoes I should get, I will scream," I threatened as Edward and I reclined on his sofa. He smiled.
"You're the one who agreed to let her plan it," he reminded me… again. I scowled. "I offered to take you to Vegas but you said no. Regretting that yet?" I looked up at him, stretching my neck to maximum exposure.
"You know that I know that you wouldn't have been as happy if we'd done that." He smiled crookedly. My heart pounded. He leaned down.
"Yes," he murmured against my neck. "This does make me happier." Shivers ran up my spine and I concentrated on breathing so as not to faint.
"I just wish Alice weren't so perky about it. You heard her tantrum about the flowers." He grimaced. Three days ago, Alice had stomped into Edward's room where we were doing some online house browsing and started screaming about the wrong kinds of flowers and how could we be so stupid as to order alstromeria instead of aster lilies. She went on for an hour and a half until Jasper came and dragged her away. I was bawling, upset that my favorite sister was so upset with me and my clumsy human fumbles. She came back an hour later after Edward had gotten me calmed down and Jasper had calmed her enough, assuring her that alstromeria were beautiful flowers. She apologized to us so sincerely that I instantly forgave her. It was not something Edward and I wanted to go through again.
"Bella, the wedding is only a few days away. She's getting stressed." I exhaled heavily. Four days. Four days until I got married. Four days until Edward lived up to his promise to try making love to me. And it was roughly seven days until I became a vampire. I wasn't nervous… just excited in a frightened sort of way. And I wasn't afraid of getting married. I wasn't afraid of being Edward's completely. I was afraid of what I would become as a vampire. Worried that maybe Edward would see what a monster I was, or miss my blush so much that he would leave. And I couldn't live through that kind of pain. Not again. Not for eternity.
"If she didn't make such a big deal out of it, she might not be so stressed," I mumbled, pushing my thoughts aside. He chuckled from above me. "I'm just so tired of all the dress fittings and the shoe shopping and the… never mind," I muttered, growing redder. I was lucky he couldn't see my face. Maybe he wouldn't notice the increasing beating of my heart.
"Tell me," he said, his velvet voice soft. I bit my lip and shook my head. He turned me so that I was facing him. He unleashed the incredible power of his dark eyes on me. I felt my resolve starting to ebb as I ran my fingers over the dark circles under his eyes, noting with displeasure that his eyes were nearing black very quickly. "Please?" he breathed, lips brushing along my jaw. "Is it really worth keeping it from me?" I thought – a difficult task- and then shook my head.
"She keeps dragging me into…" I stopped, too embarrassed to continue. He glared at me. "Victoria's Secret." I admitted it, ducking my head into a pillow on my lap and feeling myself go very hot and very red. He lifted my face out of the pillows, smiling widely.
"Hmmm…" he murmured against my neck. "Victoria Secret. I think I could appreciate that." My heart went wild as he kissed my neck. Finally our lips met, and my heart stopped. He pulled back as usual, worried… again. I sighed, collapsing in his arms from the goo my muscles had become. He chuckled.
"Time to shower," he announced lifting me off him.
"Fine, but you go hunt. I'll be okay for a couple of hours. You need to eat." He gave me a despairing, disbelieving look. "Don't give me that look or you are going to get it! I'll shower, you hunt." He grinned, kissed my forehead and I went in to the bathroom.