Pain

by zekksgirl

Jaina's feelings after Jacen's death. It is a little random, but it is supposed to be that way. She just killed killed her twin brother after all

Disclaimer: I own nothing if I did this series would have never happened and Jaina would be with Zekk

A.N. Spoilers

Jacen, my twin, my other half, what have I done? I can't handle this, I need help! I hold his long dead body in my arms and weep. Weep for the twin I used to have and for what he became, and for the fact that I was the one that had to kill him I feel like part of me has been ripped out. People keep coming up and trying to take him from me, but I won't let them! I feel the darkness in me coming to the surface. I don't want to lose myself like I did when Anakin died but I don't know how to stop it. Jag is coming but I don't want him to touch me. I reach out with the Force and shove him away. I need Zekk he could help save me from the darkness. I need to go before Jacen's soldiers come. I can afford to be killed. I am the last remaining solo child. I Kiss Jacen's cheek, now wet with me tears and lay him on the ground. Goodbye Jacen, my twin my other half.