Night Demons
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam seed blah blah blah…okay?
Summary: Title's pretty obvious. Each of these stories are about the various seed/destiny characters and their nightmares. Well…lets get on with it, k?
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Nightmare, demon, shadower…each of this names were given to me…because everywhere I go, I bring darkness and fear. I prey on the person's weakness, then turn it to their own nightmare.
Who am I really?
I don't know.
I have no physical body. I am only a drifting particle in the air…or is it? I drift to everywhere…I see my target…I draw closer…
Space. You think its safe from me? No. I can go there easily. My sisters are there. My brothers are there too. They are calling out for me. I cannot see. All I can sense is darkness. I draw closer, the alluring voices of siblings enticing me to come closer. There, I sense hunger. Hunger for what?
For revenge. For blood. For his grief to be washed away.
I'm sorry. My siblings tell me to finish you. And I will. You will never be rid of me.
You will never be.
I'm sorry.
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Raww- For what belongs to me
Silence. Nothing save for a man breathing.
He was a boy once.
But he never knew childhood.
He only knew of one person…no, it should be three, who had caused him to be like this. To cause him to live in pain. In agony. To take pills that would slow down his aging process. It wasn't enough. Why did he have to go through this agony? Why couldn't it be him? Why did it have to be him? Connected to him. Newtypes. They were Newtypes. They could sense each other so long as the other was around. Why did fate have to torture him this way?
He just wanted to be normal like him.
To fall in love, to start a family…was it so hard to ask for these things? Fate had robbed him of everything…no… HE was the one who had robbed him of everything. It was HIS fault. But his deficiency was masked by his cold attitude, slowing gaining in ranks.
He would make all of the people pay for his problems he was undergoing now. They would pay.
But then came the Klueze squad. Athrun Zala, Nicol Amalfi, Yzak Jule, Rusty Mackenzie and Dearka Elsman. Seeing how well they got along with each other, he was happy. But he would not show it. For a moment, he reflected and his life and shuddered. He then looked at them again. He looked on as Nicol sat in one corner playing his music, with Athrun listening, Yzak and Rusty pelted each other with cuss words, and Dearka just watching the exchange, bored. He didn't know why, but during that very moment.
He held the grim resolve that they would never go through the same thing like him.
His past.
His present.
His future.
They would never go through it. If there was the day this happened, he swore silently.
He would kill them rather than he let them go through his agony.
He prayed.
He wished.
He watched Nicol die and Dearka surrender.
He watched Athrun go through stages of hate.
He watched Yzak bear a scar on his face.
He watched with pleasure as he shot him.
He watched with anger and envy as the Coordinator suffered under his truths and still lived to tell the tale.
He watched as Fllay Allster was manipulated by him.
He watched as Ades died with the Vesalius.
He watched as man destroyed each other.
To a normal man, this was insane.
But he wasn't normal.
He enjoyed it. He loved it.
All the bloodlust and hate that ran in Naturals and Coordinators alike.
But he wasn't happy.
He wanted to make sure that the Coordinator would never survive.
He prayed.
He hoped.
He killed.
He wished.
He begged that the heavens would listen to him as he died as the Providence blew apart.
He begged with all his heart.
That the Coordinator would never survive.
He just wanted whatever that belonged to him.
It was not granted.
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A/N: How was it? HOW WAS IT? Sorry if this one was to angsty…but I felt that maybe Raww felt this throughout his whole life till the Providence blew up. This idea was from my sister as she once mentioned her nightmare, and it gave me the idea. I had been wanting to get it out of my gut for months, and I've finally done it! Well in case you were wondering, the "him" is Mwu. As for the Coordinator…I guess you know who it is right? Yup, its none other than Kira! And the HIM and HIS is referring to Al da Fllaga and Ulen Hibiki. I'm sorry if you didn't like it…(honest)…anyway, the next chappie is on…Athrun! Yup, I'm starting with ZAFT first! Cya soon! And happy reading of course...